I need help
Hello,
I'm 19 years old and im a girl, ive had a bad trip of weed a year ago at my work place, and when i took it i had a bad trip, and ended up the next days having a panic attack and then i kept having them, i didnt know what i had and my parents kept taking me to the doctor they gave me anxiety meds, to calm down the panic attacks which did, ive seen a bunch of specialists even did a brain MRI cause i thought i was going crazy, thought i had a brain tumor lol. well i cant go out anymore, my symptoms are weird they're more visual i feel like my eyes arent mine i cant look arond without thinking everything is fake, i cant go out either because im gonna feel like even less real and feel like im gonna have a panic attack, i used to go out a bit again 5 months ago cuz i had a therapy sessions on anxiety meds but the thing is, dp dr is still there, its haunting me i cant go out anymore now, im on anti depressants since 5 days i hope they will help a bit. im just stuck in this loophole of having dp dr, it's like a never ending loop, everytime i wake up i hope the symptoms will just magically go away but its always there, i overanalyze everything and even my own eyes sometimes iwanna rip them out i feel like my whole vision is fake, i just wish i could go back to before.. any tips, idk thanks