I did magic for giggles and its getting serious
okay so a background!
I do NOT believe in magic. I did as a kid but as I grew older I just found the aesthetic of it pleasing.
this year I was hanging around with my cousins and my younger two cousins(4 and 7) kept fighting and I got an idea to get them to calm down and also annoy them. I told them I am a Zoroastrian witch(my ancestors were very devoted Zoroastrians so claiming it at that moment felt like the most obvious option) and preformed a ritual for them and we were all laughing and blah blah blah I entertained them at the end.
but since the things I wrote(I used the Persian-Cuneiform) and drew turned out so cool and pretty I did it more times but not for anything serious.
so fast forward to the blood moon this year, March 2–3, 2026, I saw every spiritual person committing to some sort of magical activity and I was like what the hell Imma do it too.
so I ACTUALLY did it. I started to do a death spell or something and I wrote a few names. I didn't want anyone dead in particular other than the obvious dictator that died this year and I had ran out of ideas so I asked others what they want to die. so basically I had even put down the bacteria that caused infection in some friend of mines meow meow as I barely had anything in mind. while I was doing the ritual a small fly died in the air and fell on the paper I had wrote the spell on.
I laughed it off until I found out the list had actually been completed and what reminded me of that list? another dead fly on my bed(I did the first ritual in my bed)
now.
last night I was BEGGING the universe to somehow give me more time for my upcoming university exam which has like a million participants and its hard af AND this morning I woke up to another dead fly by my side.
and there's BARELY any flies in our area and we are super duper careful and we have stuff to prevent them from getting in our home and I am like WHERE ARE THESE FLIES EVEN COMING FROM?!
I am getting creeped out. idk if the things I asked for are going to happen bc I really don't believe in Magic but hell the patterns are scaring me. I have done some other spells in the the mean time and it didn't work out the way I wanted them to work.
so like... do you guys think the things I asked for are going to happen? what does even the dead fly I find after sleeping on my bed mean?