u/Ok_Mycologist_564

This was my 3rd attempt (1 both groups and group 1 twice). My first attempt for both groups in sep 25 was so miserable that my papers would have probably become exam committee's laughing stock (52, 37, 39 and 51, 30, 44). I ordered the rti copies and I questioned my existence for the first time. So decided to go for just group 1 again in jan 26. Accounts went pretty well, but ICAI had some intrusive thoughts for tax and law. Was speculating 67ish in accounts and 50ish in both thax and law just enough to escape the great-grand group 1 agony.

On the result day, my jaw dropped harder than Nokia phones did on tiles in 2004. I was transcendently mystified to see just 51 in accounts, whereas I scored satisfactory marks in both tax and law (45 & 50). I thought accounts would help me clear the group, but ended up scoring painfully less in it just to realise that I was 4 marks away from clearing group 1.

But I scrolled enough phonk edits on Instagram to go for group 1 again in May 26 because i was just 4 marks away from clearing group 1. Speculating 55-60ish in accounts (cuz Jan result humbled me) similar marks in law, and the tax paper sounded like a FAHH + vine boom sfx at the same time. My brain displayed Sonnnn 😭😭😭😭😭 meme for 3 hours straight.

At this point, I feel like all the punya credit i had amassed in my punarjanam was exhausted in CAFC, because after CAFC the word 'SUCCESSFUL' disappeared from my marksheets forever. Even if I pass G1 this time, I can't make more than two attempts for Group 2, as I can't ask my parents for financial assistance for this course anymore.

Currently, I'm doing a B.Com from a second-tier college in Mumbai, where the classrooms qualify as museum artefacts. Will be transitioning to TY this year, will have final exams in Feb-march 2027. I can't sit at home like a couch potato and keep appearing for exams like it's a gacha game.

Throughout my journey, accounting, costing and FM were the only subjects I enjoyed; anything else felt like a tyrannical warfare on my brain, as I have an IQ level lower than the temperature of my room.

Would appreciate insights on various skills and fields to explore, so that I don't end up jobless, complaining about immigrants taking our jobs like obese MAGA white men.