NOCD is slowly killing my passion...
Love ERP and working with people with OCD. It is a passion of mine and I love seeing how fast it helps clients. But, the COMS, and upper management are making life miserable. I've been there for over a year and I have been put on meds, have horrible anxiety constantly, feel myself becoming more and more irritable to my family. Yes, I could quit, and I am trying... Believe me, I have even thought about getting fired for unemployment or going on some type of leave. I KNOW they are aware of how their workers feel but they don't care, which is so sad to me. When I first started they acted like they were this therapist first type of company where they really cared about us. Now, they only care about money. They're making millions every single month but they require 32 hours of face to face from all of us where most people require 20-25. They say this is because of cancelations but with a 100 dollar cancellation fee, this barely happens. Then if we're one hour down we get reminded over and over. I love how their emails say these generic "you're amazing" things and then BAM the rest is what you're doing wrong, what you could be doing better, and how much you suck. They also turned off the chat during meetings because they're afraid of what we will say in it. They never used to do this because they never used to be about money only. They can see how many people are leaving, instead of telling us WHY they do what they do that we don't like... they should try to fix what they're doing to work for all of us. We complain about metrix and their response is "we do it because..." Yes, I know the reason, I'm saying we HATE IT! The micromanaging, the COMS, the extra hours, the meetings, they KNOW they contribute to their own therapist's horrific mental health. They don't care. I would caution ANYONE who is considering working here, DON'T DO IT! From one person now struggling with mental health issues I didn't before working here... please don't do this to yourself. You're too important! Sending everyone out there love, kindness, and a career they're passionate about!