Coming back to catholic church.
i dont remember much about being catholic, ive had communion and confirmation when i was 13, then went non denominational up until i deployed to afghanistan 2010-2011. im divorced, i have a son, but im not in his life, havent been due to my ptsd, its affected relationships, my failed marriage. ive had to fight i was combat arms, i dont regret what ive done in the army im proud of my service.
Now im at a point in my life where im 36, ive slept with many women, but i cant keep a relationship, and i feel nothing basically. i feel corrupted, i dont have a community, i dont have friends i can talk to and im wondering if the catholic church would take me back. i moved to northern Virginia for college, i plan to transfer to georgetown , but i feel unworthy of attending a catholic university as i would feel like a hypocrite, i want to feel honorable again, to potentially have a family again ,any advice ?