Even Without Perfect Stats, I Got Accepted!!!
I've been processing all this for a couple weeks now. As I was trudging through the prereqs, I swear everything felt like it was going on for decades. And now it feels like I'm finally waking up from some sort of years long haze to this acceptance letter.
I'm honestly baffled!😭 I had to retake A&P I because I got depressed due to life circumstances during my first attempt after the drop period had already passed. It's an F on my transcript. When I retook it, I got a B+. I went on to get just a B my first attempt of A&P II. I've got no healthcare credential or experience. My other science classes and prereqs went mostly well, and I got a 90% on the TEAS by some miracle my first try. But one test day doesn't define you, so I worried with my less than perfect stats it still wouldn't be enough.
Well, it was! And I've been to my first program orientation! It's all hitting me, and now that's a whole new wave of anxiety and fear to grapple with about not messing stuff up, but I've *really* been accepted!
I'm sure in a few months I might be floundering wondering why I worked so hard for so long and sacrificed so much just to get even more work to do LOL, but I'm trying to celebrate this win in the present! After all this time, I'm really in!