u/Outside-Spite-4386

So this last weekend 8 of us went hiking up mount snowdon for charity, most of us were first timers but a few with some experience but not much. There were two groups faster group which had 5 in it and a slower group which had 3 in it, we all started together but the faster people just shot off left us for dust. I was in the slower group as we strolled up to half way house. The other two couldnt go any fuither so went back down, I continued as I wanted to reach the top. So I know I chose to go on alone, but I cant help but think we should have all stuck together, I had such a s**t time and was crying most of the hike as I was alone, I subsequently found out two more members of the faster people had been left alone but both were solo also, however they met up again then met the others at the top.

Now I have read its bad ettiquite to leave poeple when your hiking together a) is this the case? b) am i right to feel a bit agreieved as the faster 5 did meet up at the top and went down together posting their pictures and sat in a pub at the bottom drinking while i was still on the mountain. Also they were going to go back to the air bnb but one of them was told by their parents that you all started together you should wait, so she convinced the others to wait for me. I know for one thing I will NEVER hike with them again, I just want to know am i being silly for still feeling so upset by this and feel my whoile day was just one bad choice on my behalf?

So yesterday I did a thing.....I climbed snowdon, it took me all day but I got to the summit. A year ago I was struggling to climb my stairs but wow snowdon...it was so hard and I hurt all over and think I will never do that again but I did it!!!

So today is injection day however....tomorrow i am hiking up snowdon tomorrow and dont want to have the day after dose side effects I tend to get. So Im planning on taking my dose sunday when I get home. I want to go back to my Friday dose can I just move back to Friday next week? or should I move it one day back for the next two weeks and do it saturday next week, then friday following week?

Well I'm less bothered than I used to be but man I don't feel hungry at all! orcing myself to have a ham roll to get some calories in me. First food I have ate today :/

I have lost 5 stone now, have dropped a size finally! but I still have over 100 pounds to lose, I often wonder what I will look like when I get to goal, will I look old, like a melted candle, I guess it doesnt really matter, i will be healthier. I just can't imagine mmyself at a size 12 and looking good as weird as that sounds. All my life I have been bigger than my peers, I was sent to a dietician at aged 7 as I was so overweight, im now 56 and my adult life has been spent wearing size 20 + clothes...its going to be a long journey and just always wonder what the end me will look like. Anyone else have these thoughts and worries? i just hope that I look half decent at goal, but I know I will need surgery if i wanted to get rid of excess skin, its so weird actually being worried about how I look - does that make sense? like i finally care :( .

So a good NSV, however Im now finding after a loss of 62 pounds, FINALLY my clothes are getting a bit too big and I have discovered im now also able to fit a size 20 my old clothes were size 24. So vinted has been a godsend .....however omg, allllll my old clothes need to be sorted and possibly sold/donated, but oh this is going to take some time. I keep procrastinating and looking at them it seem such a bit task lol anyone else had this?