Not entirely new to watching LOA, I started watching them due to the shorts and even started playing D&D because of them. I finally just started watching OUaW two weeks ago (currently on episode 8).
I am trying to watch as much as possible to try to catch up to episode 72 before they start playing the campaign again (which is during fall).
How do I catch up with a lot of time lost?
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Context- (sorry for the long rant)
So I have been doing choir for a very long time now, I started choir in 6th grade and I'm now going into my sophomore year. I'm really focused on becoming a choir teacher in the future and doing community choirs, I feel like it's what I would love to do and I am focused on getting my Bachelor's/Master's degree in music education.
I wanted to get into Chamber Choir for many reasons, it helps me become a better musician, helps me test myself, and more. I did my audition and I later got my callback and I really thought that I could get in.
Unfortunately, the callbacks came and I did... Good? Bad?... I don't know for sure how I did cause nobody gave me advice. Later on I was waiting for results and they finally came out... and I didn't get in...
I was really upset and literally cried myself to sleep that night, I was hypothetically seeing my future, experience in choir, crash before my eyes, and I feel like I won't get into Chamber again with my second audition chance this upcoming year of being a sophomore. Without Chamber, I feel like I won't be a great musician, a great music teacher, etc.
Worst part was that I saw my friends get in, I am happy from them, I am, but I just can't get over being jealous of not getting into a choir I wanted to get into while they did. I just feel like I'm not good enough then my friends, and my depression kicks in and causes more mental problems like self talk.
Am I being overdramatic over everything? Do I need to get into Chamber to be a good musician? I just need some advice to help.
Context- (sorry for the long rant)
So I have been doing choir for a very long time now, I started choir in 6th grade and I'm now going into my sophomore year. I'm really focused on becoming a choir teacher in the future and doing community choirs, I feel like it's what I would love to do and I am focused on getting my Bachelor's/Master's degree in music education.
I wanted to get into Chamber Choir for many reasons, it helps me become a better musician, helps me test myself, and more. I did my audition and I later got my callback and I really thought that I could get in.
Unfortunately, the callbacks came and I did... Good? Bad?... I don't know for sure how I did cause nobody gave me advice. Later on I was waiting for results and they finally came out... and I didn't get in...
I was really upset and literally cried myself to sleep that night, I was hypothetically seeing my future, experience in choir, crash before my eyes, and I feel like I won't get into Chamber again with my second audition chance this upcoming year of being a sophomore. Without chamber, I feel like I won't be great musician, a great music teacher, etc.
Worst part was that I saw my friends get in, I am happy from them, I am, but I just can't get over being jealous of not getting into a choir I wanted to get into while they did. I just feel like I'm not good enough then my friends, and my depression kicks in and causes more mental problems like self talk.
Am I being overdramatic over everything? Do I need to get into Chamber to be a good musician? I just need some advice to help.