Crying R/N
I have nobody to vent to. NOBODY, friends, family STRANGERS dump on me.
When it's my turn NOBODY IS THERE FOR ME.
I have NO ENERGY in my body. My doctors are not helping. ME/CFS, Long Covid...Thyroid issues, arthritis, adhd, Seasonal Affective Disorder, right side appendix area burning...do I have Autism? Maybe..
My partner CONFRONTED me minutes ago "get off your a$$ & do something" I vacuum, dust, water outdoor plants, clean the kitchen...
I'm at my breaking point, in pain and told him EVERYTHING, it came out controlled, thoughtful it was perfect! PERFECT...
He was quiet, and I thought he would say something profound...
I looked at him...he was looking at his phone...absolutely NOTHING from him.
I don't want anything from ANYONE.
I want to move away from him and his big-a$$ house and live out my retirement 😢 years alone.
But, I'll miss my dog...I can't take her.
Lol, I need energy to pack & move...and lots of money. Rents are my whole disability check here in Seattle.
I've protected myself my entire life NOW, in a spider 🕷 web.
Thanks for letting me vent.