Scared for tomorrow
Update: had my section this morning. Baby is healthy and it went smoothly. I did feel the spinal gonin and honestly it sucked but I survived. Being more rested than I was for my last one I noticed more sensation but not pain once it started and once my baby was out and in my arms I was so distracted I barely noticed anything.
It was amazing to be able to do skin to skin right away- i wasnt able to last time. Thank you everyone for your reassurance a d support it was very helpful to my nerves!
Tomorrow is my planned csection. My last one was an emergency csection and I barely felt anything for the epidural needle and spinal due to pain meds and contractions being more painful.
Others have shared on a previous post there stories which have been helpful but I cant shake the anxiety tonight of what the hell a planned one will be like when I don't have distractions from the needle.
Im also worried because I remember my anxiety when I had my emergency section and being in tears as I went into surgery. Im just very overwhelmed tonight and feel badly because I wish I was just excited to meet my new little one.