Am I overthinking my job?
I think how i'm feeling all started in university with awful placements and mentors telling me to rethink my decisions.
To shorten things, I am overthinking everything I do in work. (I'm in a SRB in Wales, 2nd year going into 3rd year teacher).
I plan for autistic children and overthinking everything, the areas of learning i'm linking too, the progression steps, how this reflects on every single learner. And I can't help but think I'm doing everything wrong.
My management are lovely and understanding, they've been supportive all the way through and saying the positive change on the children. I just don't feel like a 'teacher' if anybody understands. Am I thinking too much into the job? Should I just take a step back and take the day as it comes. I feel like i'm running my mind into the dirt.
I'll have 5 children next September and I'm already thinking about the skills they need to link to and how to make this work EXACTLY for all learners. I have a headache 🤕 Anything I do put in place seems to be thrown back at me (LITERALLY) by my children.
help!