u/Personal-Mistake-858

I just want to live my faith the way i want. Today when my dad came to pick me up, he saw me wearing short sleeves and told me that i should stop wearing them. My mom also always scolds me for wearing short sleeves even when it's like hell outside. I get that they want their child to be like them, especially after the first 2 didn't believe the way they did. But like, i could've been a serial killer. Clothing is a much smaller sin thing compared to other things. I don't even wear anything revealing. I do to them tho. And i'm 14, i don't know if they realize it but i'm very conscious about the decisions i make when it comes to things like religion. Then there's the coming out thing, oh god. That's another story.

I know they could've been much worse, i just wanted to rant.

Son derste eng fest yaptilar spelling bee falan vardi o da sacmaydi da koro felaketti baya. Son sarki waka wakaydi ve perdeye turk bayragi yansittilar dedik ne alaka. Kafamdan oylesine turkiye falan mi diycekler diye gecirdim lan sakasiz turkiye yapmislar. Waka waka zangalewa kisimlari da hala vardi bu arada. Hem afrikaya hem turkiyeye acayip saygisizlik sinirden patliycaktim. Hayir sanki baska sarki yok turkiyeyle ilgili zaten 80lerin turk okul formalari gibi giyinmisler.

So our school organised a Mock MUN and every prep student has to attend even if they aren't in the MUN club or whatever. The committee is UNICEF and we're gonna talk about children's psychological state in the Russian-Ukrainian war i think? I'm the delegation of Russia and i need help to write a position paper.

I've never had any MUN experience except for an FCC in which i was a visitor(i did not want to do that either). So as you can see, i am definitely not ready or suitable for an MUN and i have no idea what i'm supposed to do. I can't write something so formal even in my own language. Also what am i supposed to defend as Russia? Please help☹️

It was really weird