u/PhilosophyNearby

I've spent my whole life looking at the things no one sees, I learned so much that nobody wanted to know, that others hide in the truth of the world, and i made it, it brought me a lot of pain. But even with all of that, I never wanted to give it up, I guess it meant something to me, but I got to the point, where I no longer wanted to know anything. I wanted to stop seeing, stop knowing, stop hearing, stop understanding, and I couldn't. And now I want all the knowledge gone, the ability to know taken away, not just ignorance ...in the absence of anything. It's like I spent my whole life feasting on the apples of knowledge. Even through all the pain it brought me, but I eventually reached enough knowledge, I don't want anything.