u/Pink_Lover26

Rough doodle; I prob wont make it fine art. Maybe later I'll wrap up details a bit

Game-related spoiler:

>!So, one thing that felt really odd to me was how Hugo just stood there while I kept going in and out of the orphanage, searching for books and borrowing the ritual circle.!<

>!What you’re seeing in this doodle is the first party I ever built, by the way. I imagined the following situation: the player is just... practicing self-love on the Sylvian circle, while the rest of the party stands there and watches. Meanwhile, Hugo is in the next room, hearing absolutely everything through the wall.!<

This image can't get out of my head, so I sketched it out. It's gonna be rly annoying to make it fine art; considering doing space, lighting, and human anatomy for so many people will literally kill me.

You read the poster's mind...

>!imagine these are blue: 玛丽娜真的好可爱啊😭AAAAA, “玛琳娜轻轻抬起了他的手” 哦噢噢噢噢那优雅的姿态。他轻佻的笑，他俏皮的称呼。你知道吗？在进镇之后，我体验到了这一生都从未体验到的恐惧。但是，但是，当我惊恐的四处逃窜，被恐惧完全洗刷，在完全的崩溃时。当时我走进书店时我看到：那贴身的长衫，纤细的脖颈，点缀着美人气质的痣，那微微上扬的粉红嘴角，我看到你的睫毛低垂，集中注意在自己手上的书，我不敢接近你，我好害怕打扰到你😭，我忘却了刚刚经历的一切，我搜了好几本书之后才颤颤巍巍，低声下气的接近你，你抬起脸，我看到你精致而白皙的脸正如小鹿般无辜的望着我，那原本注视着我完全无法理解的神秘学知识的富有灵气的眼眸现在竟然正注视着我。。。我必须集中精神才能够不昏过去,你叫我去找一本书坐下,我照做了，一声不吭，因为我害怕引起你的反感。我好想理解你，可当我拿起书，看着那些晦涩难懂的文字和复杂的魔法阵时，我只觉得自己是如此愚钝。我偷偷借着书页的遮挡抬头看你。我看见你低垂的睫毛在眼下投下一小片柔和的阴影，目光安静地停驻在书页上。你好像完全没有注意到我的偷看，只是自然而专注地阅读着，仿佛外面的血腥、月光与疯狂都不过是与这间书店无关的遥远噪音。我看到在月光下飘落的灰尘，时间在这一刻仿佛静止，在外面的一切血腥与疯狂在这一刻凝结在月光下--这发绿的恐怖月光也无关紧要了，我看到你的聪慧，一想到如此可爱的你愿意这么温柔的对待如此愚钝的我，我感觉我的内心一阵刺痛。。啊我的心跳的好快，好快。我要怎么办？你注意到了我视线，那如羽毛般的睫毛轻轻眨动：”怎么了，你问“， 我选择了【do you wanna tag along】， 你说你不能，有一些事情还要去做；我尽我的全力不表现的异常，啊玛丽娜，我完全无法理解你的任何事情，你的心思，你的过去，你的。。。我想理解你的一切。 如果真的有人会痴迷于你的话，我也只能说人之常情吧。!<

>!Oh right, imma be honest, seeing her face ripped off in the bookshop by day 2... kinda ashamed to admit, I felt a bit aroused...!<

I lied. It turns out I decided to torture myself another three all-nighters; annd NOWW, I’m finally done... 100% final, I am not touching this piece anymore. I’m aware that many details are still unfinished, but I’m really worn out. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this piece.

Some yapping about the drawing process: FFS, putting a nose on an anime girl’s face at a 45-degree angle is so damn hard. I should’ve just found some easy angle and mimicked other artists. Like, HOLY—I unironically spent two whole days pulling my hair out while trying to put that damn right eye next to the nose, and it still looks off. But I can’t put it in the “anatomically right spot” because then it’ll no longer look anime-like... Why did I do this to myself...

Uhh, what else? Oh, right: magnum opus, highly recc check it out. Uhhh, the victim is here voluntarily, and Rumia I love you. GREAT, now I’m going to sleep :D

I swear, pulling all-nighters and drawing with deteriorating sanity helps me create better eerie art.
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Oh right, this is 100% a real photo I took just now. I will deny anyone who comments that this is a drawing

Just draw an all nighter, Imma stop torturing myself working on details
There are indeed many things that are far from done: cloth, eye, flesh, hand, stocking. Maybe maybe I will update it later if I really feel like it.

If you are wondering why Rumia is Polish, you should check out this magnum opus

Also, as always, the victim is a volunteer.

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Rumia I love you

This is obviously the censored version. I’ll post the original after I’m done.

I’ve had the idea of Rumia being Polish burned into my head. Every time I draw her, I try really hard to give an anime girl Central European/Slavic features—which isn’t easy. I’m pretty happy with how she looks so far. (Hey, it’s an anime girl with eye bags and a nose! :D)

If possible, I want to make this really hyperrealistic, with highly rendered skin, hair, clothing, and >!flesh!< watermelon textures. Meanwhile, such simple, frantic strokes look cool too. Hmm, we’ll see.

I felt lazy and didn't want to work on it anymore

The wings are fun to draw

The straightjacket is not fun to draw at all.

First time trying to do face sideways, it is not fun either...

Also, I made the realization that her bow is on her left when it's too late to change, so pretend you didn't see it.

Quite happy about the anime pseudo-realism face anatomy/makeup I do for the front face, pretty proud of that.

Although spent a good amount of time doing the sideface flan, I think I personally like the version without it more

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>!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 her little fang, her cute little face, and her playful smug 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 those red, vivid, sparkly eyes wink at me, her soft eyelashes flutter like little butterfly wings 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Flan please tear me apart. I can be your stuffed animal. I can not move at all! I, I, Please step on me anywhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭!<