saw mincemeat for the first time ever with her as monty, and i've obviously never seen the other montys before her, but she's soooo goddamn charismatic, i couldn't keep my eyes off of her anytime she was on stage.
also i adore her eyebrows, you can see her expressions so clearly even from the farthest away seats
i broke my ankle the 1st of april, when i missed the curb and twisted it. had a minor avulsion fracture of the fibula that didn't need surgery + tibial contusion. it was absolutely the worst pain i've ever been in.
for some context, i (28F) still live at home because i am saving up for a future house. my bed is in a loft so i had to sleep in the couch, and basically have no privacy. gf (27F) asked if she could come over to be with me and i told her i'd rather she wouldn't as my mother didn't have the greatest reaction to the relationship, and has expressed she didn't want to meet her unless we moved in together. i didn't need the extra stress while i was still out of my mind with pain, so that's why i rejected the offer. similarly i told other friends who wanted to come over that it'd best if they didn't because i didn't want people over in the living room with my entire family there.
so, my gf accepted the explanation and i thought that was it. but 30 hrs after the break, she decided to text me at midnight to tell me how hurt she was, that it was odd that i wouldn't let her come over and that her mother never would behave like that. i asked her what she wanted me to do and she said that she just wanted to vent. and like, i get it, it's not an ideal situation, but i was very much still in incredible pain and hadnt even slept a full night yet. it's not her feeling like that that bothers me, but throwing in my face my complicated relationship with my mother while i was in pain and vulnerable, relying on my family for everything.
since then i can't see her the same way and i don't know how to go forward.
tldr; gf made my very fresh broken ankle about her feelings and how my mother is homophobic and now i can't see her the same way