book title?
hey everyone! i read a book many years ago that i can’t remember the name of that i absolutely loved. it was checked out at a school library that i graduated so i can’t exactly go back. any leads/suggestions would be greatly appreciated!! i know it’s a vague description, but it’s all i can remember now. i think the cover was mostly blue, with the main character on the front, partially in water. a common theme was cicadas, she talked about the sounds they made and how they only came out every so often. the book was about a girl who was into diving, i think she was really good at it. pretty early on she takes a dive and she ends up in a coma for a good couple years. while she’s in the coma her family changes completely, her younger sister was ignored by her parents and turned to an alternative lifestyle to cope with lack of attention (i want to say drinking and possibly recreational drug use?). eventually the girl wakes up from the coma and realizes her sister is no longer a good kid, her family kind of fell apart, and she has to move on with life. she meets a guy, and she really likes him. 🚨book ending ahead🚨 at the end she’s at a lake with the boy and she’s felt off for awhile. she goes into the lake and drowns, and that’s the end.