They've killed me or just about to
As they moved on to one more stage of this "gang stalking" they took control of my muscles and attempted to stop me from walking down a trail amongst other things. I was awake and driving when they messed with my body and heart to set up this muscle control. Now my heart is fucked. A week later, that's all it took. My heart couldn't handle all of the shit they've done to me since March and this was the last straw I guess.
I'm only 41 years old and my life is over now thanks to them. I was a happy person that loved to make oil paintings, loved my family, had two jobs, and my own house. Now I'm in heart failure, with no energy and no more time, I haven't painted since March, I live in constant fear (this shit is no joke), and I'm all by myself several states away from my home living/hiding in my vehicle (I have to constantly be on the move or I don't feel safe anymore, not that it actually helps anything in reality). Last night they raced my heart so hard and then slowed it back down but it came with nausea, feeling like I was going to throw up, feeling of diarrhea, loss of circulation to my arms etc, then a stabbing pain around my heart. My feet are now swollen today and I can tell I don't have much time left at all.
God bless you all and may darpa, Arpa H, and all those involved rot in eternal hell.