
My lack of Fear scares me .
I will be turning 22 this year and tbh I don't know if I am doing anything right or wrong ... It feels like I have no purpose I just simply exist .... The constant comparison to others makes me feel pathetic ...
Every day is the same the moment I try to do something different I feel insecure "what if I am doing this wrong ,they will make fun of me"...
And it also feels like I am too old to try new things I just don't know where I fit I can't explain how I am feeling right now
I am antisocial I can't mix with the crowd I don't understand humans ...so I stopped meeting new people ..
And the thing is I could very much pick myself to become a great person ,but I just like ....I don't care and that scares me .