u/Pristine_Lettuce3000

my story:)

My first cyst appeared in April 2022 and by July 2022 i had my first surgery (with laser). The surgery was a complete failure and my cyst reopened 3 months later. I visited my doctor who blamed everyone and everything and refused to admit that i needed a surgery again, so i decided to switch doctors. I went around 2 or 3 doctors trying to find out what the next step is, but everyone refused to do surgery and advised me to return to my original doctor. I didn’t want to because his attitude in general was very insulting and i was overall disappointed so i kept searching. Some other doctors i visited blamed my weight (i was overweight because exercising made my cyst bleed and hurt even more and i was scared im damaging it further) so i lost the weight but my cyst became even worse and it was now bleeding every day. I’ve been gaining and losing weight for 4 years now and my back was always covered in bandages (at least 5, i felt like i was packing a present every time). Today finally found a doctor who accepted to do my surgery but i’ll have to wait until november since i can’t afford to stop my job at this moment. My past experience with doctors and the failure of my last surgery affect me a lot and even though i want to be optimistic i can’t because im scared this will fail too but a part of me hopes this will be the end finally.

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u/Pristine_Lettuce3000 — 4 days ago