u/Pupperlover4life

I have applied for 100+ jobs in the span of 7 days, and in total over 350+, and heard back from 3, and only to tell me that they rejected me. I am honestly at my wits end. I am applying for the most dogshit entry level jobs imaginable like Walmart, dollar tree, jewel Osco, and the like, but I just can not for the life of me get a job. I literally have nothing left to apply for, I have applied for everything in like a 15 mile radius. I am honestly suicidal at this point. I am so fucking hopelessly depressed and I can not pay for any appointments with a psych doc. If I can't get a job by the end of August I am just going to kill myself because this life is not worth fucking living. No amount of job seeking advice has ever helped me, especially considering that the people giving me advice still think that you can just walk into a place and ask for a job and you will get it. What the fuck should my next steps even be? I want to live but not like this.

I've been trying to go on Ceolsean.net, but it say service unavailable. I know that they have gone down in the past and come back up, but its been a while. It would honestly break my heart if that website is gone.