u/Regular-Activity-821

I recently realized that Oli didn't have any tattoos, right? Aside from the ''fart'' joke on his forehead.

It makes me curious because nowadays everyone seems to have tattoos. And thinking about it, he looked so amazing, so natural and simple. I guess it was another special characteristic of our angel. (I really like tattoos, but it made me realize that clear skin is something very beautiful and special about life itself. I'll probably get a tattoo in his memory someday.)

I hope everyone is doing well in these dark times. :/

At this point, I truly wish I had never discovered Oli. It hurts so much that he's gone. I'm very selective about which celebrities I like, and Oli was someone very special, even though I wasn't a super dedicated fan. I probably felt that others would make fun of him and not understand his art.

His image and person remained in my mind in the same way that you remember what you see out the window of your house; something so familiar that you believe it will always be there whether you appreciate it or not, your mind registers it, and if that suddenly disappears, the emptiness is so evident and ugly. But I always truly appreciated what he made people feel through his art.

Rest in peace, little bowl cut. We miss you so much here happy birthday. 🤍

It's been almost two weeks and I still feel so empty, I don't want anything anymore. I'd love to be able to talk to someone here, at least to share how we feel. I really miss him a lot. ❤️🪽

Oliver's death has really affected me lately. I don't want to make it personal, but I don't really have any friends. I feel so lost forever now that he's gone. At certain times in my life I really liked his music; maybe I didn't follow everything he did, but I always loved his videos with his cute hair and puppy eyes.

I've never been so affected by a death, not even that of my classmate. I don't even want to eat. I just want to end this stage but I don't want to stop seeing him and forget his magic.

How have you all been coping? I think Oliver would love for us to get on with our lives and be as happy as he was...

When I found out about Oliver's death, I was surprised, I listened to him often between 2020 and 2023 however I kind of entered a stage of denial. Maybe I was hoping it was a crazy joke, I don't know.

But after about five days, I started feeling so devastated, and I cried more each day. I feel so guilty because for the last year or two he just didn't show up in my algorithm and I didn't hear his music, now that he's gone I see him all the time and I miss him.

I feel like life has lost its direction and meaning 💔