u/Rei-violi_Adachi

like I have tried voice training december of 2024 and it broke me so hard I actually became mute, its almost 2 years of this hell. Now I'm trying to recover and adjust back to actual speaking after some advice here, but the only way I could do it without wanting to vomit is by blasting music while singing along and struggling. I don't want to be mute forever but this second try might destroy me from the inside... Pls, I need the help of this community...