u/Remarkable_Rain9772

Having essential tremor + a fear of trembling in front of others might be the worst combo possible.

It's become a self-fulfilling prophecy at this point the fear triggers the tremors, the tremors deepen the fear, and the cycle never stops. Even something as simple as sipping water on a date feels impossible.

It's held me back from showing up in areas where I know I'm capable. But the part that hurts most is how much it's affected my ability to connect with women. I've attached so much weight to it that it's become my biggest insecurity and it's quietly building a wall between me and the relationships I actually want.

Anyone else dealing with this?

I really want to overcome this!!

Did practice questions first, learned the concepts as I went. By the real exam, every question was pure basics , nothing beyond surface level fundamentals. At some point I was actually hoping for something trickier.