u/Remote_Cover_7498

Hey so I am a 19 year old boy I dated many girls in the past but now there is a boy that I like (I am new to being openly bi and wanting to be feminin) but I am scared to let him near me because my family always said that they hate gay men but he’s really sweet and I wanna be with him but I am also scared and feeling wierd. I know I got butterfly’s in my stomach but at the same time I can’t accept that I like him. I also have trust issues, fear of abandoning and depressions and other things. But my concern is that I will push him away and lose him and I don’t want that because somehow I wanna be his but arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Please help me guys I don’t know what do to anymore.