Late night thoughts about praxina

Did it ever click to you that from now on, she has to fight the girls completely alone without mephisto?
Imagine her turning to her left out of habit to complain to him only to realize he’s not there. I’m literally crying rn

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u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 2 days ago

Where my miris shippers at 💚🩷

I've been a pro mephisto x iris shipper and lev x iris too since D1 (sadly lev is....yeh but mephisto is rumored to be alive so), you prolly think this ship doesn't make sense but it genuinely does to me, it would perfectly if circumstances were different and iris wasn't into nathanial. I have lots of takes on their dynamic tgt, literally the whole black cat and golden retriever agenda (different shippers dni this is just for those who get it )

u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 2 days ago

looking for coven in lebanon

I know its rare, but i badly want to find pagan or polytheistic witches or practitioners. unfortunately i posted this in the country community and got shamed💀

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u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 9 days ago

who wanna share twt accs?

we can become oomfs there. i've been ia due to my semester and i'm the reposter type but now i have time and i want to cleanse my space there and become more active and fill it with moots and ppl i share and scream abt my passions with. It doesn't have to be strictly codena, u can be from millions of fandoms and i'd love that > <

u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 9 days ago

sighs

this is abit long, but its necessary!! I don't fw jaxx's story, i'm fully aware of how much problematic and racist it is but why is it always cna getting involed each time a manhwa or author author occurs. this isn't the first time btw, i've seen ppl hate on the story for so many ridiculous reasons as if the hate it gets wasn't enough now this, the author writing about a state intelligence agency is political commentary, its depicted for narrative necessity. a charac's employment at a real world agency does not mean the author endorses that agency's historical atrocities. the story does not glorify the fsb!! nor does it paint zhenya as a good redeemable guy, showing a character who is completely apathetic and does not give a crap about his own country actually highlights the corrupting alienating nature of these institutions, rather than promoting them. Noticed also ppl drawing parallel between fictional russian x korean dynamic Nd real world russia x ukraine war which is a logical fallacy. the two dynamics share completely different historical, geographic and cultural realities. furthermore taekjoo is an intelligence operative who views the fsb as the enemy, so ofc he isn’t turned on by the uniform zhenya worn and described him as sexc for; his visceral reaction is hyper fixated strictly on zhenya's raw physical dominance Nd dangerous presence,while the scene cud have been worded better to prevent readers from feeling disturbed or misinterpreting it like that..there was clearly zero bad intention as using power aesthetics to build toxic tension is a classic fiction trope that never equals an endorsement of real world war crimes, lets not forget that this story isn't just political but it is also heavy complex dark romance themed about danger and forbidden desires. I understand the dislike toward this story, as it takes deep reading to uncover the plot and understand. but trying to cancel it is too much, this manhwa gets a level of constant hate i've never seen any other story receive. (pls know i am not undermining the gravity of real world actual issues or js focusing on the manhwa or author's reputation but simply want to clarify the actual narrative intent and clear out any misunderstandings)

u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 10 days ago

realized zhenya's hypersexuality is a behavioral response due to being SA'd as a minor

I dnt fw russia's law that makes 16 yo the age of consent bc that just justifies pdf behaviors. whether he gave in or not, 16 yo zhenya was definitely 🍇 by his teacher. its sickening what he had to experience thru his whole youth and i genuinely wish we got more side stories talking about it, i also wonder if taekjoo knows about this cus zhenya obvs won't tell him so randomly but i really am curious about what his reaction might be, he will feel even more pity over zhenya😭 Btw if anybody has the Q&A (updated vers) of boyseason pls send it to me, she shares lots of unmentioned backgrounds about them and she prolly did after part 2 was dropped !!!

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u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 13 days ago

I don't think we talk much about how zhenya is talented in everything

I'm rereading the novel and i'm beyond fond, impressed and slightly peeved. he got so many hobbies its just he's not passionate about them enough to flex them but wdym he's good at playing instruments, horse riding, playing intellectual games, building weapons,surfing, riding helicopters and bikes at full speed (ig he's good at racing too),hunting, he's also very poetic I'm sure he also enjoys reading too, and TATTOOING???? the bogdanov tat was so pretty you can tell he'd an ace at drawing i'm crying at how this bastard is a master at everything, he's also a sex & BDSM educator lmao, skiing, theres LITERALLY more the list goes on I'm so jealous idk if i want him or wanna be him. forgot to add he's also a security engineer he pmo, man got so bored he went and completed every potential side quest in existence, he got all the looks, a baddie bf, hobbies and money. RIDICULOUS UTTERLY RIDICULOUS


u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 18 days ago

this part here kinda confused me

Didn't he sleep with louise twice ? or is the translation wrong. they only showed them doing it after she came out the bathroom n3ked and when the 3some happened 😅

u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 21 days ago

having memory crisis, did zhenya try to kill Taekjoo after he arrived to russia ?

Ok Y'all know that one panel of zhenya aura farming on that roof while watching taekjoo 'hiro sakamoto' surviving allat shit right?? 💀so did he know that it wasn't the actual hiro sakamoto and were all the snipers and cars and guys sent by him to kill taekjoo? I'm confused cus it seemed like the snipers were def ran by him but i have some suspicions about the rest, theres also that man he gouged his eyeballs on the roof, wasn't he technically saving taekjoo but why did he save him, did he think he's the japanese man or was he just fascinated by him and perhaps his gut told him thats his future husband IM SORDYJEK

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u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 23 days ago

how do y'all get scholarships?

Ok so i tried to search for undergraduate full funded scolarships from lots of sites and accounts but i couldn't find any. Is this a lebanon issue where things like free scholarships don't even exist anymore or what? I'm getting so frustrated because I have really good grades and my current gpa is like 3.4, UK IS UNFORTUNATELY IMPOSSIBLE ITS TOO EXPENSIVE LIKE WHY *sobs* but i'm trying for EU countries such as germany, i heard there's super cheap unis there but i can't seem to find any ? all i get is study abroad agencies who offer partial scholarships (like 10-20%). Y'all know better so please recommand me if there's any 🥹

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u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 1 month ago
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how do yall make money?

I'm seeing people spend so much, nearly everything including travel fees. I'm still an undergraduate, i have barely traveled or done anything cus of poor financial state, I have so many goals i want to acheive including studying in overseas universities. so i'm trying to figure out how tf do these people make good income, and pls don't say saving up bc whats a 300$-400$ gonna do for me when the study abroad budget nearly costs 22,000$+, i know people who earn 1k monthly in their company and that shit pmo cus i need a degree ofc to be able to work there, I feel like a fork in a life of soup and i can't manage to find any decent jobs that doesn't have u selling ur body OR soul for it and working overtime and still NOT getting paid for it 💀

I tried tons of sites and online jobs and they turned out all scams and time wasting. I'm at my breaking point really I feel so helpless, i still have long before i compelete my degree but i can't stay here, I haven't truly lived yet, and I can't keep stuck in a country at war, my mh alone can't survive anymore in this environment.

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u/RestaurantHuman7699 — 1 month ago