Please tell me what you think this is????
I am shaking. I lost my first baby last year. He was 25week- stillborn.
Been trying again for the past four months.
Am I pregnant?
Can someone help me read these test. I think I might have missed it because this morning was lighter than last night. I don’t really know. Do I keep on testing? Is this still early?
I just need to vent to people who understand, because right now I feel completely shattered and hopeless.
I am 11 DPO and 13 days post-trigger. I tested this morning, and it is stark white. No squinter, no shadow, just devastatingly blank.
I know 11 DPO isn't technically 100% out, but the reality is crashing down on me, and I’m trying to guard my heart and accept that this cycle didn't work. The emotional whiplash of the TWW is always brutal, but trying to conceive after loss feels like a completely different level of hell.
We are trying again after losing our sweet baby to a 25-week stillbirth 11 months ago. Approaching that one-year mark while staring at negative tests is bringing back so much of the trauma and grief. It feels like my body failed my baby then, and now it’s failing to let me move forward.
I feel so lonely, so tired, and just completely empty today. I don’t even know how to muster up the strength to face another cycle. If anyone else is in the trenches of TTC after late-term loss, or just needs a place to cry today, I’m right here with you. Thanks for listening.