I was just moving to YRH and I saw a cup that is full of fruit flies (attached one pic)and I opened the cupboard in the kitchen and I saw millions of that creature. I am gonna cry 🌚🌚
My schedule: 10mg for 1 week
-> 20mg for 1 week
-> 40 mg
The plan of overdose still came to my mind just now and I almost did it. I try best to control myself. Now what can I do now since I can't get attached to my family doctor this month for some reason.
After the first month of taking fluoxetine (10mg for one week, 20mg for one week, 40mg thereafter), I went back home for summer vacation. Since then, I've been having bizarre nightmares and unpleasant dreams. These include repeating high school, being forced to attend classes, being unable to turn off horror stories, my whole family being threatened and amused by robots, attempting suicide in front of my parents while taking fluoxetine, being chased, and the cafeteria lady checking my phone while I'm eating at my house.
I'm afraid to record the details of these dreams because I'm worried about reinforcing these terrifying memories. I've read online that it's because my soul hasn't returned. My psychologist friend suggested I record my dreams and consult a therapist. What should I do?**
Also, fluoxetine isn't working. I've been feeling very negative for two months, and life seems ridiculous and boring.