Hey im really new to this!!!
I think this might be a confession or just some questions. I always knew i liked being taken control of and trusting my partner with me during "those" times, and i knew i like to be restrained but i didn't know there was more to it. I discovered shibari and kinbaku a while ago and knew i liked it and wanted to try it. Like giving my partner the freedom to do that to me and trusting them is something i desire. I haven't boughten anything because I just don't know where to start and all the different knots and all the name of the knots seem so complicated. I am open about my kinks and such, but I know others aren't but im scared to tell them what im into and they think im a freak. I just really wanna find a rigger for me. But i am going into college and i don't wanna be a freak or something, or like people think im a freak. sorry im rambling, this is my first post and one of the first times im on reddit.