u/Routine-Mongoose8154

I had my first full dose treatment yesterday. As soon as I started to dissociate all I kept thinking was stuff like “I’m doing this wrong” and “I’m never going to get better because I don’t know the right way to think”. After I came down I just cried for an hour thinking that. I’m still feeling really emotional and down this morning.

I don’t know if I just expected to immediately feel happy then panicked when I didn’t? I am just wondering, has anyone felt worse after treatment? Everything I’ve read has said it’s uncommon to worsen depression. Any input? Thanks.