There is something missing from the 90's??
This is hard to explain but I thought I can only share it here, I am NOT sure if this belongs here or not, if not, sorry in advance.
I was born in the early 2000's, and in my mind the way I remember or think of all the decades before the 2000's, is filled with the generic cliche things, pop culture stuff I've seen and some big events that happened then. For example when I think of the 1920's I remember flappers and gatsby. or the 80's to me are big hair, good music and cool patterns.(I think you get the whole idea)
Now the 90's for me are things like Nirvana and grunge, and the tv show friends, Jennifer Aniston and chunky laptops. The other day I was thinking about 90's and I thought "oh yea friends and...wait no the other big thing..." and I couldn't remember what the other big thing was, but that's not all of it, I also got a horrible gut feeling and anxiety and a sense of loss ...over not remembering a decade's probably very cliche something?
I tried to let it go but it has been bugging me soooo bad, I feel like the memory of a something big from the 90's is removed, was it a tv show? Band? A person!!?? I don't feel like this about any other decade, I don't feel this sense of loss and sadness and anxiety and pit in my stomah over anything like it.
It's like a page removed out of a book, something big was there and I can't remember what, no matter how much I look into 90's stuff.
That's not even my problem, my problem is why do I feel so bad about it, it's not that deep l??
Sorry it feels kind of like someone removed my memory or removed something from the world?? I don't even believe this can happen thay's why I'm here, there is a gap there! Something is missing from the 90's