u/SafiAfferslie

Well...

It's been 6 months, eh? Well... I don't have any grand speeches for this.

I just want to say...thank you for everything, UmamusumeFFS. I am so glad for you all to accept me as who I am.

And that brings me into another news for my future plan.

So...

I might or might giving you good and (hopefully not) less good news to say.

For meantime, I'll try to make the sim open source. Yes, what does it mean?

The sim will be public, and anyone can download or even modify it.

No I don't care if people stole it or not. I am already had enough with it. At least, to give something useful is already reached as my own life goal.

Enough beating up the bush. What does it mean?

>!Yes, I will be retired !<

>!When? At the first anniversary of UmamusumeFFS !<

So my future plan is:

>!1. Make the sim open-source and updating the license and anyone can see it and play with it!<

>!2. Still engaging at RP and slowly cutting ties off IC and OOC!<

>!3. I might or might not making a self documentary video about myself and planned to released it at exact 1st anniversary (there's a 50/50 chance I might or might not face reveal)!<

>!4. And then, I go poof!<

>!Why? Because for these last months, it brings more harm than good to be staying here and I've made up my mind. Been consulting with counselors and my mother about this, and they agreed that the only one thing to make myself better is to leave the community for once and for all!<

>!So...!<

>!I-!<

>!I don't know what to say definitely not cry (yes I am but there's nothing I can do)!<

>!So...!<

It's been a blast, and I'm glad to meet you all here. Happy 1/2 anniversary UmaFFS!

You might know Pokke just do sent the DMs. And yes, I asked them to delete it since I managed to create this account to address it all.

Anyway...

Yes, I fully acknowledge it

Yes, it was on me

Yes, I was overreacting

Yes, it was childish and edgylord-alike

Yes, I should've done better

Yes, I should never bring this to here. What stays there is there and I often broke myself apart (Discord folks already knew about me at there)

No, I don't justify what I did.

No, I don't even trying to defend myself.

For those who dare to call me out, I would thank you for that as I love harsh truth than sweet lies (especially EME Haru's post. You have said your own bit and I fully respect you for that)

That's all, direct and to the point.

Now I gotta dip to do RP with Pokke