u/Scary-Inspector9371

The end

I posted in here about my dad like a year ago (i’m gonna try to link my original post), but it’s been 2 years since his diagnosis and he’s had 3 surgeries, done radiation & chemo. His speech is pretty much not understandable and he doesn’t understand much either at this point. Almost 2 weeks ago we decided to stop all treatment because his cancer is beating it and he was having some side effects. Since his appointment he is barely getting out of bed, occasionally to use the bathroom (which he isn’t actually making it to the bathroom) and to smoke weed sometimes. He hasn’t even eaten more than 3 meals since this past mothers day and is not drinking any liquid. We aren’t giving him his normal meds anymore because he’s not eating. He is refusing to eat, all he says is “I want to die”, “I’m dead”, “Shoot me” and things of that nature. We have hospice coming to do an assessment in the next day or two. I’m just scared, I’m now 22 y.o. and I never expected this is what life would look like. He’s officially given up and I have now given up all hope as well.
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u/Scary-Inspector9371 — 3 days ago

Save the date photo

Is there anyway someone could give her a bit longer nails and some color on them? maybe like french manicure? or if a solid color the color on the flower on her dress? i keep trying to do it myself and can’t get it to look right.

u/Scary-Inspector9371 — 10 days ago
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Grief.

Would absence be easier than this?

You’re still here but I miss you.

I still see it.

You driving me somewhere.

The TV glowing between us.

I still hear it.

Your laugh.

Your words.

You’re still here but I miss you.

I still feel it.

Your hugs.

Your love.

You’re here and I’m still missing you.

I ache for what’s gone and cling to what’s still here.

Grief.

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u/Scary-Inspector9371 — 27 days ago