u/Sea_Sand4369

I just want to pass because that's the most that's possible now. I know i don't have time to read standard textbooks so i want sources which are concise as well as understandable.

Is selective anatomy vishram singh enough to pass anat?

I don't understand jambhulkar notes directly and i either need video lectures or textbook reading to actually understand the notes. Because i directly read the notes as my first resource. What should i do so that i directly understand and retain the notes itself?

Please help. I have been struggling with anxiety and depression and that's why i wasted my 6-8 months but I'm ready to give my all now, I'm just confused and need a proper plan to start.

I really wish not to fail.

Given that i have no video resources except for yt free stuff which mostly feels incomplete.

I want to do all the high yield topics but I'm unable to decide the sequence, resource, how much priority to give to which topic.

Should i study from bdc/vs primarily or are there any free resources i can use?

My uni exams start in 2.5 months so i need to cover neuro as fast as possible... I know it's hard and requires time that's why i need a structure.

So I'm in a semi govt college and like we are made to compensate for low attendance by sitting extra after college and stuff like that. The thing is, i have a LOT of compensation. My prelims are coming up in june and uni is from August and i have no honest preparation going on. Will sitting for these lecs actually make a difference or do they manipulate attendance and stuff at the end?

Like i have very low attendance so I'm guessing they will go hard on me but one of our teachers herself said that in the end we manipulate it. Should i waste my time in this or play safe?

It feels too heavy now. Everyone around me has friends while i have no one. Literally no one. Lol. I even feel that people feel the ick to even talk to me even when i have done nothing. I feel too inferior to people in my college even if we are on the same level, just because people don't talk to me.

People enjoy in fests, take pics together, talk to each other, approach each other, when I'm just... There.

Maybe I'm the issue, maybe i have something core bad in me that makes everyone go away from me. I don't even feel like i belong to a friend group of 3 i have. It feels too hard to survive med school when u actually don't have anyone, when people don't talk to you casually or feel like they can't approach you. I'm an introvert and maybe that's why people don't talk to me, but i feel that's not the only reason. People actually hate me. I don't think i will make it in med school this way, being isolated. I even feel suicidal due to this lol.

Maybe I'm the issue lol i keep blaming everyone and everything when I'm the issue.