I accepted a governmental wasta job 10 years ago, and I regret it so badly! I tried applying for many many jobs for the past 4 years and I failed miserably, more than 10,000 rejections. My wasta job did not help me in any way or form to be employable, I wasted 10 years of my life, dont do like me!
I have an engineering degree, one of the hardest, I was one of the smartest people in uni and high school, I really don't know what happened to me once I graduated my masters degree.
Even though the wasta job was in a totally different field, I thought that it will grant me peace and stability, but it only made me miserable and un-employable in the long term. I was interviewed by more than 30 people, heard the rejections over and over.
I really dont know what to do about my life, I am so depressed. Don't we all deserve a second chance? or shall we be prisoners of decisions we made decades ago! I want to feel productive, I tried exploring what I am passionate about, but I still cant find it yet!
I am scattered, fragmented, lost.
Dont be me.