u/Secret_Jackfruit4979

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please pray for me getting kicked out of motel room at 12:00am.Im disabled and have some very serious health conditions I'm homeless I had a place but I helped my ex wife save her place buy helping her catch up on her rent. (I know that was stupid now but I never thought she would do this I should have known because she has always been VERY selfish and honestly I did miss her don't know why but I did) the arrangement was for her to let me stay there until I got paid(ssdi) . but she kicked me out soon after I paid her rent. (I think that was part of her revenge for divorcing her for cheating she said the divorce embarrassed her) I have heart disease and stage 5 kidney disease and type 1 diabetes. I tried staying on the street one night and my body is not strong enough the shelters are full and the one that isn't is beyond filthy (I have a dyalisis catheter in my chest and I'm extremely afraid of it getting infected because it leads to my heart that's how they clean my blood) and I'm not the picky type besides it being populated by mostly drug addicts it's also very dangerous . im staying in a motel room and management just told me to pay by 12:00am or leave(that's sounds a little harsh but he's at least letting me stay to the end of his shift I'm really supposed to be gone already.) I don't know what to do I've tried salvation army, hospital social services, my dyalisis clinic, several churches (I don't stay in a very large town so those places were out of funds) every shelter around they all full (except for the extremely and I mean extremely filthy violent one. and I can't stop crying. please help my Lord please. Please pray for me I've seen miracles happen I know it's possible please help pray for me.