Trouble getting hired
Hello! I’ve posted on here before about a few months ago and getting rejected from an agency because I “displayed a lot of anxiety and my personality wouldn’t fit the department” and I’m still having trouble getting a job. I was on a really good roll with one department but after my psychological they decided not to move forward with me and they wouldn’t tell me why. I think it’s cause I mentioned suicide at like 13 (never actually tried, it was only ever a thought) and never went to therapy for my past trauma but I also just never had the time or money to go to therapy. I just don’t know what departments want to hear. Like should I be honest about my past or should I have just not said anything? Getting my third rejection from a department makes it feel like I’m just not good enough to be an officer and should consider a different career path. I really don’t want to consider a different profession because this is what I want to do and this is what I’ve worked for so I feel like if I give up on myself now, what was the point of all my hard work and all that I’ve been working towards. I just need tips or advice cause I’m seriously not giving up.