u/Shoddy-Razzmatazz-78

Haven't really seen this talked about much since yknow its like a combo of 2 niche communities but I found this subreddit and wanted to vent a little.

Shit hit the fan a year after starting e. I'm not diagnosed yet but after a year of negative tests I learned about eds and everything finally made sense. Its almost 3 years since starting e now.

I keep supressing the thought that quitting estrogen would fix me. Like part of me hopes I'm wrong because voluntarily detransitioning might be more devastating than becoming disabled was. But at the same time idk how much longer I can mentally put up with chronic pain. I guess I'm just asking for comfort and if people can relate or have experience. Please don't give me other advice it will pmo.