u/SignificanceSea6010

I asked this question for funsies but I ended up getting the moon & when I asked for clarification I got the 2 of pentacles, also the king of swords kept coming out

I felt like maybe my deck was telling me it was confused by me? Unsure of me? Maybe it felt like it juggles too many questions or energies when doings readings? I also thought maybe it was telling me it felt I was unsure of myself, I can be stuck in illusion/negative thinking & that I need balance and to use logic more as well as intuition. I also thought it could mean it sees me as deeply spiritual & able to adapt to situations, maybe that I am a truth seeker? I could be completely off with all of this so any interpretations would be much appreciated!

I keep getting tarot readings telling me that someone wants to communicate with me & fix things but genuinely I think it’s too good to be true, almost like the cards are lying to me. I know realistically that they aren’t lying & every reading I’ve done has been pretty accurate but why does it feel like it won’t be? Maybe it’s because of how negatively I view the situation? Or maybe idk I’m right? And the thing is, it will hurt if it doesn’t happen but I know that it won’t change or affect my life, I will be fine without this person. It’s just I can’t deny the intense connection I felt & still feel. I feel quite lost & I also think even if they did come forward I might reject that anyways because of how deeply they hurt me, I do still love them though.

Any advice on this would be much appreciated!