Big day ahead
Hi everyone,
Unfortunately and fortunately the day is nearly here, tomorrow I’ll undergo surgery to have my testicles removed due to testicular cancer, and I want to say that I’m ready for what’s coming but truth be told I’m not. It was only 2 weeks ago I was celebrating my 27th birthday and a week ago I noticed a swollen testicle that my urologists quickly worried about.
Today I had my CT-scan to look for any cancer spreading, and tomorrow by not even lunch time the source of the cancer will be gone.
I’m staying as strong as I can and honestly as we speak I’m more scared of the IV injection, since I have a fear of needles even after all of the needle pinches so far. I reallyyy hope it’s going to all be over soon, me and many of you too I reckon and I’m soo proud of all of you in your fight or recovery, we’ll get through this!
But damn… I hope tomorrow will have better news, as so far me and my parents who have been closely by my side throughout this, we haven’t really caught a break. Thank you all very much for reading and your patience in my sometimes odd way of writing hahah