u/SolSigm

I cast the coins for the Mothers

1st: Caput Draconis, 2nd: Conjunctio, 3rd: Carcer, 4th: Albus

The school is in final stage of basic education which belongs to 3rd house. Carcer.

It is really questioning me that obviously this is a very challenging chart, but somehow the Judge was Favorable. Even the witnesses suggest bad situation. (Carcer related to the Left Witness). For my own prediction, i don't think the boy (a student of mine) will get into the school he wished for.

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I somehow felt disconnected from my inner child. So that's the reason why i did this spread.

P/s: I do not use reverse card for Thoth tradition.

Here is my interpretation and position of the spread that i found online (SRC: ElviTarot) I used Tabula Mundi app to demonstrate the spread more vividly

+MY INNER CHILD

1. The current state of my inner child: Death - XIII. I did sense change and more deep perception on the inner change, but i can't recognize the changing state of my inner child is good or bad.
2. What is the thing that my inner child needs me to know?: Nine of Cups. For me, this position tells me that my current life is blessed and blissful. I should be in with the tide, confident and open to it more.

+THE REASON for SEPARATION

3. What separated me from my inner child?: Three of Wands. This is the position that struggle me a lot. I can't have any interpretation that connects with other positions. So i need outside suggestion.

+MY ADULT SELF

4. How is my adult self reacting to my inner child?: The Lovers. I read this position as, me and my inner child do merge into one. Listening to each other at the current moment. But somehow inside of me still has the feeling of struggle to find the connection. As if i'm a computer still calculating for the answer of the equation.
5. What can my adult self offer to my inner child?: Fortune. Be kind, be more open, and broaden my mind and heart to the outside more? This is another position that i find struggle to understand.

+REUNION

6. How to begin reconnecting with my inner child?: Eight of Swords. I definitely clueless at this position. May be the first step to reconnect is to clear my mind and look for the obvious sign surrounding me? I have a pattern of thinking a lot to find an answer for everything and it could ruin my intuition toward different situations.

And that's my own interpretation. Need a little guidance from the outside. I'm not a pro on self-reading. Thanks in advance for reading and future comments