u/Spare_Manner4699

Myquals : Graduated 2026

Hello , I am 2026 graduate from B.Sc maths and i don't know what should be my future path be. My father just wants me to succeed in 3-4 years and he says that you choose whatever you want to but succeed .

Story : I did a B.Sc in maths from a local private college where attendance wasn't mandatory and i just need to go , sit and give exam (without studying , don't ask me how that work) and i got a "8.5" cgpa without doing or knowing anything while i was preparing for ssc exam in another town.

During my preparation i was severely anxious and addicted to smartphone and p**n and the cycle of i need to study --overwhelm -- shame for not syudying -- addiction to soothe all of it gobbled up my 2 years and when i went home in 2025 I controlled a lot of these things but the addictions were still heavy on me earlier i used to watch p**n all day and stuff but in home it's only for an hour or two at night .

2025 went by just trying to get out of this addiction loop and it's 2026 and i have graduated now i don't know what to do .

While i was was slacking off I did make notes of my classes even though i can't remember what had been taught but i have notes and reasoning is fun .

My problem was inconsistency and a failure to stick to it the classes were easy not so hard and i was able to understand stuff and also answer some questions.

Current : I am 22 (not officially , officially i am 20) I don't know should i continue SSC preparation or go to B.Tech in my hometown local college fees is 3.5 Lakh for 4 years and it's AKTU affiliated . I still don't know what should i continue toward .

I know and understand the situation that I am in and if anyone read it this far Thank You for your time and attention and any insight would be much appreciated.

I know i am being whiny but pls help me 😓

Tldr : SSC preparation or btech ? If SSC preparation then staying in home /library(i haven't gone to any) or

going to another town (fear of addiction crawling back up )