Ajahn Paññā on how samādhi (meditative concentration) can change our perspective
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Ajahn Paññā on how samādhi (meditative concentration) can change our perspective

"For most people in the West, samādhi is their weakest faculty. Generally speaking, those people need samādhi more because they live in a very restless and noisy social environment.

"One of the advantages of gaining a basis in samādhi is a profound change in our social values. The calm and concentration of samādhi will clearly show up the false values of the society around us, and point out what the essential values should be. This change in perspective also highlights the negative side of many things that we tend to cherish and value. It is as though our whole outlook experiences a shift of emphasis."

Uncommon Wisdom, p. 137

u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 6 days ago

"I have mislaid my pen, so I am forced to scribble this missive in the graphite smears you see before you."

(Undated letter home, ≈ November 1952.)

Just a fluff post to share a sentence I like. Is there a more quotable writer?

To me, it also presages "... this stylus of the slingstone metal, which marks as though it were wax."

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 15 days ago

Does metta mean making oneself into a doormat?

TO CATCH A THIEF

Another problem arose when it became known that the nuns had planted

fruit trees. At the beginning, people would come in to ask for a few of

the papayas, guavas, lemons or bananas; after a while, they came to steal.

One of the nuns resident at that time remembers the skilful way Luang

Por solved the problem:

“The thieves would usually sneak in at about eight or nine at night while

the monks were attending the evening session. One day Luang Por told

some postulants to cut some of the largest korm thorn bushes and conceal

them by the side of the path used by the thieves. That night he had monks

wait at three points along the path. He himself was at the first point close

to where the thieves would steal the papayas. The second point lay half-

way along the path, and the third was near to the thorn trap.

“At the expected time, the thieves came into view carrying bags and

baskets. While they were engrossed in picking the papayas, Luang Por

gave a signal and the thorn bushes were placed length-wise along the path.

The bushes were big. Every branch was covered with sharp thorns and

they covered the path completely.

“When Luang Por estimated that the thieves had almost filled their bas-

kets, he coughed softly. The cough wasn’t loud enough to make them

panic and throw away their booty immediately, but it was enough for

them to decide they needed to leave quickly. The thieves lifted the baskets

to their shoulders and hurried off, half-walking, half-running. When they

reached the second point Luang Por shouted out from behind them: ‘Did

you see anyone go that way?’ ‘Where are they? Where are they?’, the

monks hiding at the second point shouted back.

“Hearing these voices the thieves got really scared and started to run

like crazy. When they reached the third point the monks hiding there

made a commotion. Meanwhile, behind them, the monks from the first

two points were chasing them down the path. The sound of shouts and

whoops filled the forest. Now the thieves really panicked. They threw

down the baskets and lengths of cloth wrapping the papayas and sprinted

away – straight into the thorn bushes. The first thief suddenly felt the

pain and pulled up sharply. The second one cannoned into him and the

two of them crawled around trying desperately to free themselves from

the thorn bushes. Their groans of pain were deafening. Anyway, they

were so afraid that, finally, they managed to get free and ran off back to

their village.

“Luang Por had the postulants gather up the evidence, the baskets and

the khaoma cloths. He knew the identity of the thieves would be no secret,

because they would be laid up in bed for two or three days before their

children would be able to pull out all the thorns. After that time had

passed he sent for the Village Headman.

“Luang Por said, ‘Tell them to come and collect their baskets and cloths.

They dropped them in the forest. Tell them they don’t have to be afraid.

Tell them to come and get them from me. They’ve left them here a long

time already. If they don’t hurry the papayas will have dried up and they

won’t be able to sell them.’

“One of the thieves came. Luang Por spoke to him kindly, without scolding,

and taught him to carry on an honest livelihood and to give up thieving;

the papayas weren’t worth the bad kamma. After that, the thefts ceased.”

Source: Stillness Flowing – The Life and Teachings of Ajahn Chah

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 2 months ago

An invitation to try out Dharma Storybooks – A new app/website with illustrated stories, biographies and teachings related to the Dhamma.

>"There's a new Dharma Storybooks app now live and open for testing:

>https://dharma-storybooks.net/app.htm

>"It's up and running online now, but still a work in progress — the offline download section in particular is being rebuilt and won't be finished for a few months. If you do download anything offline in the meantime, please note it will likely need to be re-downloaded once the final version is released.

>"If any Buddhists here have a bit of time, it would be a huge help to try the app out and share feedback through the support panel inside the app itself — bugs, suggestions, anything that doesn't work as expected, all welcome.

>"The project is by Bhante Anandajoti, and the app has been built for free by a bhikkhu, as we dont have people to test it any help would be appreciated Thank you"

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 2 months ago
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Trying to understand "sasantānaparasantānavibhāgato" as a gloss of "santarabāhiro"

Below is the commentary for the verse lines I asked about a few days ago from Therīgāthā 5.4.

  1. tassā me appamattāya, vicinantiyā yoniso;
    yathābhūtaṃ ayaṃ kāyo, diṭṭho santarabāhiro;

ten'āha tassā me appamattāyā'ti'ādi. tass'attho — tassā me (sati-avippavāsena a-ppamattāya) (yoniso upāyena anicc'ādi-vasena vipassanāpaññāya) (vicinantiyā vīmaṃsantiyā) (ayaṃ khandhapañcakasaṅkhāto kāyo) (sasantānaparasantānavibhāgato santarabāhiro) yathābhūtaṃ diṭṭho

The round brackets are my guess as to how parts are grouped.

Can anyone explain "sasantānaparasantānavibhāgato santarabāhiro" ?

Pruitt has "inside and outside, because of the division into one's own continuity and continuity of others"

I understand how the grammar and vocabulary give that reading, but what does it mean in terms of doctrine? As an explanation of internal/external reflection?

Any help much appreciated.

Here's Pruitt's (PTS 1998, 114) translation of the whole passage, in case it helps:

>

>"The meaning of that is: vigilant through non-absence of mindfulness, in a reasoned manner, skillfully, by wisdom and insight because of impermanence etc., reflecting, considering, I saw this body, which is synonymous with the five aggregates, inside and outside, because of the division into one's own continuity and continuity of others, as it really was."

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 2 months ago

Reflections on a Loo. From Bag of Bones: A Miscellany on the Body, by Khantipalo Bhikkhu.

Earth and water elements inside

press to get out,

all that solid food, and drink

ingested, must be in time extruded.

No polished "sanitary ware"

adorns my forest loo

all natural

a wooden platform raised upon a pit.

Where I walk up and down

pacing steadily to still the mad mind,

at the end surrounded by trees —

my lovely loo.

Trees with asbestos sheeting broken up

nailed to the trunks — for privacy,

where only trees can watch

bored — but nourished — by this necessity.

To climb up to my toilet

six feet up swaying with the trunks

of trees, two logs are driven in the ground

as steps up to the throne.

 

A platform with a hole

through which one can look down

ten feet to the papered pit below

and watch the great black dung-

beetles at work burying the mess,

hygienic from our point of view

but what a birth to get,

perhaps for perverters and pornographers?

Anyway, I squat lordly far above

while water and earth elements within

join water and earth elements without.

when within I call them "mine";

when in the pit they're not me —

where does the change take place?

Strange mind which loves this stinking form

But loathes the stink down there.

Rejoicing in fine flavours,

Detesting stench and excrement:

"I" am made up of all this

rejoicing and detesting.

— 'Pansa' (Vassa, the Rains) 2515/1972

https://www.accesstoinsight.org/lib/authors/khantipalo/wheel271.html

u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 2 months ago

Theravada Buddhism with Dr. Aleix Ruiz-Falqués Four Week Course: Fridays, October 2 – 23 @ 8 – 9:30am Pacific Online via Zoom

Here's a chance to take a four-session academic course on the fundamentals of Theravada Buddhism with a teacher who has one foot in the academic world, and one foot in traditional Theravada contexts in Myanmar and elsewhere. Hosted by Sati Center, Redwood City, CA.

https://sati.org/series/theravada-buddhism-with-dr-aleix-ruiz-falques/

Course Contents

Week 1 — History: The Historical Development of the Mahāvihāra School

Week 2 — Literature: Orality, Canon, and Scholasticism

Week 3 — Philosophy: From Silence to Abhidhamma Debate

Week 4 — Meditation: Concentration, Insight, Love, and Compassion

About the Instructor:
Dr. Aleix Ruiz-Falqués is Head of the Department of Pali and Languages at the Shan State Buddhist University, Khyentse Postdoctoral Research Fellow in Buddhist Studies, and Lecturer of Pali at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem

Aleix teaches graduate courses in Pali language and literature in Taunggyi, Myanmar. He completed his PhD at the University of Cambridge in 2016, under the supervision of Prof. Eivind Kahrs. His research focuses on traditional grammar and scholasticism in Pali, particularly in Myanmar. More broadly, he is interested in ancient Indian literature (kāvya) and philosophy or knowledge systems (śāstra).

After completing his PhD, Aleix worked for two years on Pali manuscripts in Thailand, and he spent one year doing independent research in India. In 2018, he moved to the Shan State in Myanmar, where his long-term project is to teach and learn the Pali and Burmese languages and literature in a traditional monastic setting. One of his long-term goals is to reveal and demystify the treasures of the Pali medieval tradition that explain how we still possess the ancient words of the Buddha today

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 2 months ago
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Quiet in the Midst of Turmoil

A minute or two into meditating along with this talk my neighbor started sawing with a circular saw, or some such loud tool. It meshed perfectly with the talk at that moment. To me this is a very essential teaching, how mindfulness immersed in the body creates an inner refuge.

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 3 months ago
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"As a mother would risk her life to protect her child, her only child, even so should one cultivate the heart limitlessly with regard to all beings." – Sn 1.7

>"In this interview, Ajahn Nisabho speaks with Amanda Knox, who was falsely convicted of murder in 2009, about her journey to find meaning in prison and forgiveness afterwards. The conversation delves into Amanda's practice of meditation, loving-kindness (metta), and advice for those struggling to forgive."

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 3 months ago
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Giving and receiving dāna, north of the Arctic Circle

The sangha is like a field, the giver is like the farmer, and the gift is like a seed.

u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 3 months ago
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Dialogue between Ajahn Chah Subhaddo and Luang Pu Wang

^(This is an important dialogue between Ajahn Chah Subhaddo and Luang Pu Wang. The conversation concerns experiences that arise in deep meditation. Very useful to bear in mind.)


The Teachings of Luang Pu Wang

> Ajahn Chah
>
> “Then I came to pay my respects to you, Ajahn. I’ve reached the end of my understanding.
>
> It’s not quite as people describe it—it happens differently.
>
> It’s as though I’m walking across a bridge that extends out over a river. I walk until I reach the end, and then I stop. There is nowhere further to go. What should I do then?
>
> Sometimes I turn back. Sometimes I try to walk forward again.
>
> This happens while I’m in samādhi.
>
> I reach that point, and everything comes to an end. There is nowhere else to go, so I come back again.
>
> If I try to focus further, I can’t proceed. Sometimes it’s as though something blocks the way—thud! There is simply nowhere to go.
>
> This has gone on for quite a long time.
>
> What is it, Ajahn?”
>
> Luang Pu Wang
>
> “That is because it has reached its limit. It is the furthest extent of perception (saññā).
>
> When it reaches that point, where could it possibly go? It simply remains there.
>
> Stay with that very point.
>
> If you remain there, perception will resolve itself. It will change naturally on its own. You don’t need to force anything.
>
> Simply know: ‘This is how it is.’
>
> When it is like this, notice the state of the mind. Know it exactly as it is.
>
> Just keep knowing it.
>
> Then, in time, it will change by itself.
>
> It is like the difference between a child’s perceptions and an adult’s.
>
> As a child, one delights in certain toys.
>
> But when one grows up, those same toys no longer seem interesting. One naturally turns to something else.
>
> The perception has changed.”
>
> Ajahn Chah
>
> “Ah… I understand.”
>
> Luang Pu Wang
>
> “Don’t talk too much about these things. There are many different experiences in meditation.
>
> Just accept that all sorts of things can happen.
>
> But whatever arises, don’t become doubtful about it.
>
> When you simply know it like this, eventually it loses its value. Mental formations (saṅkhāras) have nowhere further to continue.
>
> If you keep chasing after every experience, it’s like this:
>
> You look at a duck, and it becomes a chicken.
>
> Then you follow the chicken, and it becomes a dog.
>
> You follow the dog, and it becomes a pig.
>
> In the end, there is no end to the confusion.
>
> Simply know it.
>
> Keep your attention right there.
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> But don’t think, ‘This is the end.’
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> Don’t conclude that everything is finished, because more experiences will come.
>
> Simply lay them down.
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> Know them inwardly, then let them go every time.
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> That way there is no danger.
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> Keep establishing mindfulness as your foundation.
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> Don’t run after these experiences.
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> Once this point is understood, the path continues naturally.
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> Later on, the same principle applies to past and future experiences as well.
>
> Some experiences may be weaker, others stronger.
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> Some may seem wonderful or sublime.
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> Let them be whatever they are.
>
> This is how they must be.
>
> Understand this thoroughly.”
>
> Ajahn Chah
>
> “Why is it that some people don’t seem to experience any of this? They don’t appear to suffer any obstacles. Their body feels comfortable, their mind feels comfortable—nothing seems to hinder them.”
>
> Luang Pu Wang
>
> “That is due to past kamma.
>
> Each of us must face our own conditions in the present.
>
> When the mind gathers into deep concentration, many things come to contend for the throne.
>
> What comes to challenge you isn’t only unpleasant things.
>
> Beautiful and attractive things come as well.
>
> They are all equally dangerous.
>
> Don’t become attached to any of them.”

^(From Katanyutā - The 100th Anniversary of Phra Bodhiñāṇathera: Ajahn Chah Subhaddo, pp. 32–33. Shared with me from a layperson)

u/Bhante-K — 2 months ago
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Skilfully relating to a sense of remorse and guilt: Q&A response by Ajahn Sucitto

Q: “When working with vitakka, a sense of buried ‘guilt’ arises and sometimes the origin is identified and related to past lapse of judgment, wrong view, poor ethical choices that affected not only myself but others. But the problem is now when I interact or relate to others out of this feeling of guilt. It feels anxious, regretful and stifling. Could you elaborate on the Buddha’s teachings on guilt?”

A: “The heart (citta) is a receptive experience that is attuned to bringing us into harmony. Harmony occurs when it senses a wholesome rapport internally and externally. This involves ethical sensitivity: my actions and intentions are not oppressing or abusing what’s around me, and they are not oppressing or abusing my heart. However due to ignorance and craving, actions and intentions do go astray and the result is a bruised heart – and I am barely aware of it at first. Reviewing that and how it happened brings the experience of remorse (vippatisāra). This is regarded as healthy – we’re waking up, and learning; so remorse encourages ‘conscience and concern’ (hiri-ottappa) and increased mindfulness. The oppressive quality you call ‘guilt’ comes when there is identification with the unskilful action: one becomes the disease rather than the patient. This is an aspect of the hindrance of worry – udhacca-kukkucca; it’s not skilful remorse. The foundation for this stuck state is the mechanism called clinging. This bonds the heart to a mental state and supports shaping an identity out of it. ‘Shaping’ means one becomes that state. Hence the heart is trapped in a painful ego-tunnel.

“The long-term project is to not create a tunnel in the first place – to witness skilful states as skilful states, gifts not belongings; and unskilful states as diseases. States arise from causes and conditions, not some solid self. Do you see where states arise from? For many people the origin of their mental content is a blur. Hence one needs the insight wisdom of meditation to get clear about this.

“The more immediate response to remorse is to acknowledge any error, and refrain from actions that you see as contributing to that error. Then to cultivate the healing energies of good will.

“However, it can also be the case that one feels ‘neurotically’ guilty – one experiences guilt based on a personality profile. One’s personality is shaped by relational causes and conditions, and if one’s upbringing and social conditioning is one of feeling unworthy and needing to work hard to win approval, the citta is starved of the good will that should give it a healthy shape. So one feels ‘at fault’ and ‘needing to be better’ in any relationship. In such an ego-tunnel, it’s easy to feel that ‘the fault is mine’ in any scenario, because the sense of ‘I am at fault’ is a shaping condition in one’s personality structure.

“Here again, the steady and deep practice of good will is needed. Allowing yourself to be as you are is good-will. This doesn’t mean that everything you do is OK, but that you are OK and can learn from errors rather than be burdened by them.”

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Source: https://dhammatracks.substack.com/p/3-april-2026

u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 3 months ago
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The well-trained mind brings forth happiness - Luang Pu Thate

> “The Buddha taught Cittam pabhassaram āgantukehi kilesehi. ‘The mind is unceasingly radiant; defilements are alien entities that enter into it.’ This saying shows that his teaching on the matter is in fact clear.
>
> For the world to be the world, every one of its constituent parts must be present. The only thing that stands by itself is Dhamma, the teaching of the Buddha. Anyone who considers Dhamma to be manifold or composite has not yet penetrated it thoroughly.
>
> Water is in its natural state a pure, transparent fluid, but if dyestuff is added to it, it will change colour accordingly: if red dye is added it will turn red; if black dye, black. But even though water may change its colour in accordance with the substances introduced into it, it does not forsake its innate purity and colourlessness.
>
> If an intelligent person is able to distil all the coloured water, it will resume its natural state. The dyestuff can only cause variation in outer appearance.
>
> Water is a very useful substance: it is capable of cleansing all sorts of soiled things, and similarly one’s own purity can permeate all despoiling agents and wash them away. The wise are able to distil or filter the mind so as to remove the defilements with which it is adulterated.
>
> Now let me explain the differences between the heart and the mind, before talking about the defilements that arise from the mind.
>
> The term ‘mind’ refers to mental activity. All volitions and perceptions arise from the mind. The mind is unable to remain motionless: even during sleep it is creating and imagining a host of different things in dream. It can’t stay and it cannot sleep. It makes no discrimination in its workings of night and day. It is the body, not the mind, which being weary rests. The mind is formless: it can penetrate any place, it can even pass all the way through a large mountain. The mind has more powers than can be fully described.
>
> The heart is that which lies at the centre of things, and is also formless. It is simple awareness, devoid of movement to and fro, of past and future, within and without, merit and harm. Wherever the centre of a thing lies, there lies its heart, for the word ‘heart’ means centrality. In conversation, if a person is asked about his heart he will point to the centre of his chest. In fact that is not the heart itself, it is merely the ‘heart-base’, the organ that recycles blood and pumps it back into circulation so as to nourish and maintain the various parts of the body. The heart I am referring to is not a material object, it is formless.
>
> Usually in the scriptures the terms the ‘mind’ and the ‘heart’ signify the same thing. The Buddha said, ‘However the mind is, so is the heart. However the heart, so the mind.’ That the two terms are synonymous can be seen in such sayings as cittam dantam sukhavaham, ‘The well-trained mind brings forth happiness’; and manopubbaṅgamā dhammā, ‘All things are preceded by the heart’; in most cases the Buddha used the word ‘mind’, and in the Abhidhamma ‘mind’ and mental objects’ (citta and cetasika) are the only terms used. This is probably because the mind plays a more prominent role than the heart, both the defilements and the cleansing of defilements (wisdom) being functions of the mind.
>
> The defilements are not the mind, the mind is not defilement. The mind grasps onto defilements and causes them to proliferate. If the mind and defilements were one and the same thing, who in the world could possibly cleanse the mind completely?
>
> The mind and defilements are without tangible form. When there is seeing or hearing, for example, the defilements that appear are not inherent properties of the eyes and ears: they arise in dependence on the contact between the mind and the sense-field. When for instance a form comes into contact with the eye, that contact gives birth to a feeling which after a while disappears. The mind, seeking to retain that feeling in consciousness, causes the defilements of good and evil, love and hate to appear. One who doesn’t understand this process is misled into thinking that the mind and defilements are identical and so applies remedies to the mind rather than to defilements themselves. Consequently, however many remedies one applies, one meets with no success because one’s efforts are wrongly directed.”

^(source)

u/Bhante-K — 4 months ago

Beyond walking meditation, whenever time permits, the monks also take the opportunity to sit in meditation, gathering the mind into stillness and inner stability. Through calm and mindful awareness, they cultivate peace within themselves — for true world peace begins with peace in the human heart.

https://www.facebook.com/groups/489082415029736/permalink/2026233741314588/

The Northern Europe Walk for World Peace monks are currently walking through the Swedish spring countryside.

u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 5 months ago

"For though we may be determined to burn the kilesas to ashes, what invariably tends to happen is that the kilesas turn around and burn us..."

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"With everything to be eaten placed in the bowl, he sat contemplating the true purpose of the food he was about to eat as a means of dousing the inner fires of hell; that is to say, any craving for food that might arise due to hunger. Otherwise, the mind might succumb to the power of craving and indulge in the fine taste of food, when in fact, it should be reflecting on food’s essential qualities: how all food, being simply a composition of gross elements, is inherently disgusting by its very nature.

"With this thought firmly fixed in his mind, he chewed his food mindfully to deny any opening to craving until he had finished the meal. Afterwards, he washed the bowl, wiped it dry, exposed it to direct sunlight for a few minutes, then replaced it in its cloth covering and put it neatly away in its proper place. Then, it was time once again to resume the task of battling the kilesas, with the aim of destroying them gradually until they were thoroughly defeated and unable ever again to trouble his mind.

"It must be understood, however, that the business of destroying kilesas is an inexpressibly difficult task to accomplish. For though we may be determined to burn the kilesas to ashes, what invariably tends to happen is that the kilesas turn around and burn us, causing us so much hardship that we quickly abandon those same virtuous qualities that we meant to develop. We clearly see this negative impact and want to get rid of the kilesas; but then, we undermine our noble purpose by failing to act decisively against them, fearing that the difficulties of such action will prove too painful.

"Unopposed, the kilesas become lord masters of our hearts, pushing their way in and claiming our hearts as their exclusive domain. Sadly, very few people in this world possess the knowledge and understanding to counteract these defilements. Hence, living beings throughout the three worlds of existence are forever surrendering to their dominance. Only the Lord Buddha discovered the way to com pletely cleanse his heart of them: never again did they defeat him."

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https://forestdhamma.org/ebooks/english/pdf/Acariya_Mun__A_Spiritual_Biography.pdf

All commercial rights reserved.

© 2010 Ãcariya Mahã Boowa Ñāṇasampanno

Translated by Bhikkhu Dick Sïlaratano

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 5 months ago

Udāna 2.6

I have heard that on one occasion the Blessed One was staying near Sāvatthī at Jeta's Grove, Anāthapiṇḍika's monastery. And on that occasion the young wife of a certain wanderer was pregnant and on the verge of delivery. So she said to the wanderer, "Go, brahman, get some oil for my delivery."

When this was said, the wanderer said to her, "But where can I get any oil?"

A second time, she said to him, "Go, brahman, get some oil for my delivery."

A second time, he said to her, "But where can I get any oil?"

A third time, she said to him, "Go, brahman get some oil for my delivery."

Now on that occasion at the storehouse of King Pasenadi Kosala contemplatives & brahmans were being given as much oil or ghee as they needed to drink, but not to take away. So the thought occurred to the wanderer, "At present at the storehouse of King Pasenadi Kosala contemplatives & brahmans are being given as much oil or ghee as they need to drink, but not to take away. Suppose, having gone there, I were to drink as much oil as I need and, on returning home, vomiting it up, were to give it to use at this delivery?"

So, having gone to the storehouse of King Pasenadi Kosala, he drank as much oil as he needed but, on returning home, was unable to bring it up or pass it down. So he rolled back & forth, suffering from fierce pains, sharp & severe. Then early in the morning the Blessed One adjusted his under robe and — carrying his bowl & robes — went into Sāvatthī for alms. He saw the wanderer rolling back & forth, suffering from fierce pains, sharp & severe.

Then, on realizing the significance of that, the Blessed One on that occasion exclaimed:

How blissful it is, for one who has nothing.

Attainers-of-wisdom are people with nothing.

See him suffering, one who has something,

a person bound in mind with people.

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"Gabbhini Sutta: The Pregnant Woman" (Ud 2.6), translated from the Pali by Thanissaro Bhikkhu. Access to Insight (BCBS Edition), 30 August 2012, http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/kn/ud/ud.2.06.than.html .

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u/Spirited_Ad8737 — 5 months ago

200514 Remembering Ajaan Fuang \ \ Thanissaro Bhikkhu \ \ Dhamma Talk

>You’re not practicing to please somebody else. You’re practicing because you have suffering in your heart. The teacher’s there to offer you advice on how to get rid of that suffering. That should be your motivation.

Transcript: https://www.dhammatalks.org/books/Meditations11/Section0024.html

Tonight’s the 34th anniversary of Ajaan Fuang’s passing. He was a person who, like the poet has said, contained multitudes. I had a dream about him once, very early on in my time with him. He was wearing a cowboy hat. Then he went into a room and he came out wearing another hat. He went back into the room and came back out with another hat. I peeked into the room. It was a closet full of all kinds of hats.

The dream seemed to have to do with the fact that he could play many roles. This was at a time when the monastery was preparing for a Kathina, and he was in charge of constructing the booths. They didn’t have tents the way we have here. They would make booths out of bamboo and palm fronds. He was skilled in all kinds of ways. But he was also a person of many personalities. He could be harsh. He could be gentle. There were times when he would explain things in great detail, and other times he wouldn’t explain things at all.

There’s that passage in Ajaan Lee’s autobiography where he talks about being Ajaan Mun’s attendant. His duty was to arrange things in Ajaan Mun’s room after the meal. Ajaan Mun would complain to Ajaan Lee that things were not put in the right places, but he would never tell him where the right places were. Ajaan Lee solved the problem in an ingenious way. Ajaan Mun lived in a hut that had banana leaf walls, so he poked a hole in one of the walls.

After he’d arranged the room, he went out and peeked through the hole. Ajaan Mun went into the room, looked left, looked right, rearranged this, rearranged that. So Ajaan Lee made a mental note of where everything was supposed to be.

The next day, he went in and arranged things as he’d remembered, went back, and peeked through the hole again. Ajaan Mun went into the room. He probably knew Ajaan Lee was looking. He looked left, right. Nothing was out of place, so he sat down and did his chants.

Well, this was the way Ajaan Fuang was with me. I was in charge of arranging things in his hut. He would never tell me where the right places were. If something was in the wrong place, he’d just pick it up and throw it—not at me, but just throw it. I had to notice, when he placed things himself: Where did he place them?

There were other times, though, when he would explain things in great detail.

Part of the Forest tradition is an old Thai tradition in general: that you train people to be observant by not explaining things all the time. Some things are explained, some things you leave up to the student to figure out, on the basic assumption that when the ajaan does something, he has a reason.

I know a lot of Western monks who studied in Thailand and came back. Their conclusion was, “The ajaans did things a certain way simply because they were Thai, because that’s the way Thais do things,” which meant, of course, that as a Westerner, you weren’t bound to do things that way. But I discovered that if I assumed that Ajaan Fuang had reasons for doing things, I could find lots of good reasons. It made me think back on my own actions, and his way of doing things then became lessons.

He was loyal, extremely loyal to Ajaan Lee. He had one ajaan in his life. He did study at one point with Ajaan Mun, but he never felt quite comfortable with Ajaan Mun. He stuck with Ajaan Lee until the end of Ajaan Lee’s life, stayed on, made sure everything was arranged for the funeral, and then went off. He was very independent—loyal, but independent at the same time. As he liked to say, “We’re nobody’s servant. Nobody hired us to be born. Nobody hired us to practice. So don’t let people order us around.”

There’s one time when I came across some of his old papers. I was sorting through his things and throwing out whatever needed to be thrown out. I came across some papers where he’d been practicing signing his name. Several years earlier, he’d been given an ecclesiastical rank, Phra Khru, which is just below that of Chao Khun. When you get a rank like that, you get a new name. So he’d been practicing signing his new name. I asked him, “Than Paw, when are you going to become a Chao Khun?” He said, “That kind of stuff is no good at all. You become a Chao Khun, and rich and famous people come to the monastery to check you out. Then they start ordering you around.” He then told the story of what had happened in Bangkok just a few weeks earlier.

There was a woman who was famous for raising support for the Forest tradition. She was head of a Buddhist organization at one of the large government monopolies in Bangkok. The organization would print books, hold meetings, and raise money for different monasteries. Some of Ajaan Fuang’s students kept hoping that she would find out about us and raise money for our monastery, too. Then someone had finally prevailed upon her to visit Ajaan Fuang in Bangkok.

She told him that she was interested in printing some English Dhamma books, and she’d heard he had some English translations of Ajaan Lee. At that point, we had Keeping the Breath in Mind, Frames of Reference, and The Craft of the Heart. So he gave her a copy of each and said, “You can print whichever one you like.” She took them and then, a week later, she came back, saying, “That’s not what I want. I want his autobiography.” Now, I had already translated the autobiography, but it hadn’t been printed. Ajaan Fuang’s policy was that you lead with the Dhamma, not with biographies or autobiographies. So he told her, “Sorry, I can’t help you.” She never came back. And that was his purpose. He didn’t want people ordering us around in the monastery.

As I said, he was extremely independent, but he also was very loyal, and had a very strong sense of duty. He was very strict about the Vinaya, with very clear standards about what was proper and what was not proper, which made it very easy to live with him. Once you got a sense of what his standards were, you could stick by them. There were times when I would be criticized by some of the lay people for holding to Ajaan Fuang’s standards. They went and complained to him, but I knew I could always depend on him. If I was holding by his standards, he wasn’t going to criticize me, no matter how influential or how large a role the lay people might have played in the monastery.

I came to take that for granted. But after he passed away, and I had to deal with the monk who was appointed as acting abbot, I began to realize how special Ajaan Fuang was, because with that monk, if any wealthy lay person came in with some project for the monastery, he would just go along, go along, go along, no matter how good or bad it was for the monastery to do that.

So it’s good to think about the standards of the ajaans of the past, the real ajaans. In this way, Ajaan Fuang was typical of the really great ajaans in that he had, as I said, a strong sense of duty, strong loyalty to his teacher, but a very strong independent streak. An interesting combination, but a combination that works well as you practice, because you will have to be independent. What he was teaching me, by not telling me where things were supposed to be, was to be independent, to use my own powers of observation.

His policy also was never to praise his students, except in cases where he felt a particular student wouldn’t be making any further progress than that. I began to take it as a sign if I heard him praise somebody, that that was as far as that person was going to go. If he felt there was room for improvement, he’d keep finding ways to criticize you. When I was his attendant, I was always trying to please him, but I never got any indication from him, any direct verbal indication at least, that I was doing okay. His attitude was that as a student you should want to study. You shouldn’t want to have things handed to you. You should take the initiative to figure things out and learn how to take criticism in the spirit in which it was given, which is: Here’s an area where you need improvement. If you improve, you’re going to be better off.

You’re not practicing to please somebody else. You’re practicing because you have suffering in your heart. The teacher’s there to offer you advice on how to get rid of that suffering. That should be your motivation. Someone once came to the monastery and noticed that there was a Western monk there. So he asked Ajaan Fuang, “How is it that Westerners can ordain?” And his response was, “Don’t Westerners have hearts? Can’t they suffer too?”

I think that was what pulled me to Ajaan Fuang to begin with: a strong sense that he cared about my training. He saw that I was suffering and he sympathized. But his sympathy was not the sympathy of soft words. It was the sympathy of, “This is what you need to do, and if you’re motivated, okay, you’ll do it.”

After he died, they created a museum of his effects. I was in charge of arranging things for it, and one of the things we arranged there was his robe. I found one of his robes that he had darned. I wanted to show that he took good care of his things, so I folded it up and placed it in the cabinet, showing the spot where it was darned. A week or two after we placed it in there, someone came running down to the bottom of the hill where I was staying. “There’s something on the robe,” they said. So I went up and looked in the cabinet and it looked like a kind of diamond dust on the robe. My first reaction was it was mold. I said, “How did mold get on it? After all, we ironed the robe properly and everything.” Everybody else, though, was assuming that his sweat had turned into relics.

Word got out. Every now and then we’d have people come and visit the monastery to see the robe. One group in particular stands out. They were from the Education Ministry in Bangkok. They came in a large van. I was staying in the hut at the foot of the hill, and they came up and said, “We understand that Ajaan Fuang’s robe shows his relics. Can we see it?” I said, “Well, it’s up on the top of the hill in his mausoleum.”

So they went up. They came back down again, and asked, “Since he passed away, have any other amazing things happened around Ajaan Fuang?” I replied, “I think it’s pretty amazing there are people who drive all the way from Bangkok to look at a piece of cloth.” They said, “No, no, no. That’s not what we meant. How about when he was alive, anything amazing then?”

I said, “What I thought was amazing was that even though he was Thai and I was a Westerner, during my time with him I never had the feeling that that was a barrier between us. The communication was heart to heart. Even though I had to learn Thai ways of doing things, still I had a strong sense that he didn’t treat me simply as a Westerner. He treated me as a human being. And I tried to reciprocate.” That, I thought, was amazing. It’s very hard to find that kind of communication. “No, no, that’s not what we meant,” they said. So I took pity on them, handed out some amulets, and they went home.

But there was that quality about Ajaan Fuang. He always seemed to stand outside of Thai culture a little bit. As I said, he was very independent. And because he was something of an outsider, and I was something of an outsider, I think that was where we connected.

As always, when we think about the good qualities of people who’ve passed away, the question always is: How can we develop some of their good qualities—such as a strong sense of duty, and that kind of independence that’s willing to figure things out—to make sure they don’t disappear from the world?

After all, this is a practice where we’re not just sitting here accepting, accepting, accepting things as they come. We’ve got to figure things out. The mind is suffering. It’s creating its own suffering, even though it wants happiness. Why? How? What can we do to stop? We’re happy to accept help from those who’ve found a reliable way to the end of suffering. But, as they all point out, the work is up to us.

So you end up having to do what I did, even if it was something as simple as learning where the right places were. You try things out and then you look. See what the reaction is. You try something else. You’re not so afraid to make a mistake that you don’t try. You’ve got to try. The mistake comes. As Ajaan Fuang always said, “Mistakes can always be rectified if you’re willing to look, willing to admit that they’re mistakes, and look inside yourself for what went wrong.”

So you become responsible. You become accountable. That’s how an independent streak becomes not just willfulness and stubbornness, but an asset in doing your duty of trying to comprehend suffering, abandon its cause, develop the path so you can realize the end of suffering. That’s what we’re here for. That should be your motivating force. So whether things get explained or don’t get explained, you try to figure them out. That way, that riddle of the heart—Why does the heart create suffering even though it wants happiness?—has a chance of getting solved.

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