Gave NEET 3 times and I don’t think I want MBBS anymore. What should I do now?
My_Qualifications: PCB student, NEET complete dropper (3 years) by home by myself online batches
Soo it's my first day on reddit and I downloaded it with the only purpose to get answers to lot of questions going on in my head since neet has happened even tho re-neet pas h ek mhina h but still jab neet 2026 hogya uske bad bhot sare realisations hue bhot socha khud pe bethke reasearch ki realised one thing ki m teen sal se bss aakhen band krke neet ke liye preparation kr rhi thi?? Consciously? Never....bs kr rhi thi kyuki or kuch pata nhi tha or kuch or krne me comfort zone se bhar aana pdta to bss drop pe drop....but life is getting too serious now....I realised one thing that I was doing neet with the idea of good college life in my head acha campus milega bo glamourous life....but when I sit and think about the profession it' scares me....I can really not do that kind of studies now...(I was a brilliant student in 12th i got 94 percent) Pr drop years me kuch to badla...ye side apni kabhi nhi dekhi jha bss har din ek failure jaisa feel hua....ki jitna kr skti hu nhi kr parhi hu pr fr phucha khudse ki Krna bhi h?? Kyu Krna h ? Mera to koi interest bhi nhi h isme....to fr kyu??? (Kyuki family me ek image thi meri ki ye to bhot brilliant h ye to kuch bda kregi I was a child evey other cousin was compared to) Or ab ye failure or reality mujhse shen hi nhi ho rhi h...teen sal tk alg alg bhane diye but came to conclusion that neet is really not for me.... I've never imagined myself as a doctor helping patients doing duty studying neverrrr.....
Or the question is abhi m bhot confuse hu akhir mujhe Krna kya h??? Kya kru konsa course konsa clg ? Future career? Bo jo bolte h do what you love your passion bo kaise dhundu ? Mene bhot socha but I really can't think of any....or explore krne ke na paise h na time jldi hi admison ke liye decision Lena h...smjh nhi aara h??jisme ruchi hoti h bo bhot hi unpredictable paths h ( kaise content creation ya non academic stuff.....or syd ye sb mujhe padhai se bachne ke liye hi rahana lg rha ho that could also be the case) so I'm just soooo doomed rn ....I'm open to advice, opinions, career paths, everything you can tell.me.....