My Body Is So Tired, I Can’t Take It Anymore
Just need to rant for a second. I started puking like crazy 5 days ago and I haven’t been able to keep anything down. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t drink. When will this end.
The 2nd night it got so bad I went to the ER and they tried to admit me for acute kidney damage. I’ve had episodes before and they usually last about 12-24hrs so I thought that I could just discharge and be fine. Boy was I wrong.
Last night, I had to go back to ER because I was getting concerned again. I hadn’t peed in days and was in desperate need of some IV fluids. This time they let me go after pumping me with some IV anti nausea meds and IV fluids.
I just can’t do this anymore. The nights stretch into the days. I can’t sleep for longer than 2 hrs at a time, IF I’m lucky. The capsicum cream doesn’t work the same as it used to. The shower doesn’t help as much. I can’t keep applesauce down, toast, bananas, zero luck.
I know I just have to power through but if there are any kind comments or helpful advice I’d love to hear it. Just need to feel less alone in this right now.