I just can't beat it
Got LASIK done in Sept 24...suffering from dry eyes, starbursts, glare, light streaks mid blink, weird aberrations I hardly see anyone else talk about, blurry vision in dim lights, regular and irregular astigmatism, you know the drill
My Scleral lenses journey hasn't been linear. They're not popular here and so I can't find a good fitter, nor can I find someone who doesn't want to upsell me on some magical touch up surgery (Ray tracing guided laser being the latest, which I'm starting to consider out of desperation)
But ultimately LASIK has stolen my will to live.
Every blink is a reminder of a decision I'll regret for the rest of my life.
I feel crushed the second I wake up because of how extremely dry my eyes are, my first second of the day is an instant reminder of this decision.
My night life is now non existent. I can't enjoy a nice romantic date out, I can't enjoy the nightlife of a beautiful city. Just two years ago I was obsessed with going out at night, I enjoyed that the most, now it has been stolen from me.
I was planning to move to my dream country this May, but I don't care to anymore
If this is going to be the rest of my life, then I don't want that life to be very long.