The Worst Portion of Our Eternal Existence
For some time, I have been pondering the beginning and its implications. Not the beginning referred to in Genesis, but the beginning of the plan of salvation.
The worst portion of our eternal existence ended the moment God created us as his spirit children. I have no idea what the spiritual creation entailed, but it wrapped us in spiritual matter in the image of God's spirit and it drew us into his family and his presence.
And most important: it gave us hope.
Without hope, the scripture reads, we were in despair, an eternal despair. It's difficult to comprehend an intelligence being stagnant for an eternity without hope of deliverance, but the words "eternal, conscious, torment" seem apt. Since the Devil and his angels slipped back into that damned condition by failing to choose the plan of salvation, we have some sense of the nature of this eternal despair: misery, fire, torment are words the scriptures use to describe this state.
(BTW, I have come to see the donning the temple garment (the spirit body), receiving a new name (drawn into God's family), anointing and blessings (the promises of eternal progression) in the initiatory temple ordinances represent the glorious moment of deliverance when God created our spirits; from which we proceed to the pre-mortal counsel and the creation as depicted in the endowment.)
It seems to me that this observation about the eternal despair from which the Father redeemed us provides an answer to many theological questions:
- Why did the Father do anything at all? Because his goodness compelled him to take actions to deliver us from that state of despair.
- Why is there suffering? Suffering is the base state of our souls because we are eternal and unable to progress on our own. Also, as agents, we are able to harm each other.
- What's the Father's role in suffering? At every juncture, his actions are designed to minimize and deliver us from suffering.
- The Pre-Mortal Existence involved less suffering than the prior eternal despair;
- Our Mortal Existence involves less suffering than the Pre-Mortal Existence;
- The Third Estate will likewise be a more joyous existence than this one.
- Why hasn't the Father eliminated suffering? Because some sorts of suffering cannot be externally removed; deliverance must be chosen and/or learned.
- Thus God
- Seeks;
- Invites (such as with the great counsel in heaven);
- Teaches; and
- Heals the harms we cause while we learn.
In this, then, the Father, The Father, THE FATHER, should be viewed as the Great Savior, the one to whom we all owe everything good. We sometimes think of Christ as not needing a savior. But in this model, Christ also needed deliverance. He is the First Begotten. The plan of salvation began with Christ's redemption from that prior eternal despair.
You can see why Christ recoiled when he was equated with the Father as "Good Master".
This perspective gives content and meaning to our worship of the Father. He is Great Savior, the Great Deliverer, the one who first loved us and drew from eternal despair to hope and joy.