
Why can't I make or keep close relations
Most of my life, I've been solo, even when im in the presence of others. Into a relationship (friends or family), im pushed away as im seen as "too straight forward" or "blunt", even been called "weird", and sometimes I don't reconsider others feelings (even though I prefer facts over ones state). Even worse, i was bullied most of my early life, due to my attitude and manners, and when u do meet new people, or "make friends", they tend to be short
Now I just don't bother making new relations, since i find them insignificant and unrational, as my attitude kind of barely changed