On power and responsibility – my review of Abyssal Dawn
I remember when I did this event last year, my first impression was how quickly Nerida fell for us even though we just met for a day, and how fun the Pulse Puzzle and the golden chestnut minigame was. I didn’t go into much detail about the story though, which is what I plan to do now.
Taking place right after the events in Blossoms in Ruins, we are summoned back to Yggdrasil where Caroline briefs us on the Tree in Philossia, which suddenly became active during our mission in Zone 16. Due to its close proximity with Philossia’s top educational institute, the Academica Acropolis, their higher-ups had no choice but to arrange for relocation. This was capitalised on by Yggdrasil in exchange for access to the Charon Sea Base and the AI within it, the product of a former collaboration project between the two organisations. For this mission the Academica sends their Chief Investigator, Nerida Morozova, to oversee the Yggdrasil team consisting of ourself and Nita, who was fitted with a brand new exosuit for field testing. As the mission progresses, we find that there is more to Nerida than meets the eye, and also the truth about what happened to that collaboration between Yggdrasil and the Academica Acropolis…
Nita’s storyline
Nita, the wanderer who finally found her destination. Born at an orphanage in Kuru, she called it her home for most of her childhood, making numerous friends there while growing up under the watchful eye of the matron. Her life back at Kuru, though not prosperous, was calm and peaceful, and absent any interference she was likely to spend the rest of her life there, maybe even getting into New Hentiro when she grows up and joining the Bionics.
The orphanage fire took that possibility away. Without a home and having to fend for herself, Nita crossed the border between Kuru and Holme, eventually taking up odd jobs to scrape a living in Midgard. No sooner than she was about to settle down that the Descent happened, hitting Holme the hardest and also destroying large parts of Kuru. She ended up as a scavenger, trawling through what became Containment Zone Aleph for valuables, selling and bargaining with others in exchange for necessities. She seemed to be resigned to a life of living hand-to-mouth, just like when she first arrived in Holme.
Nita, however, did not resign herself to fate and seized the opportunity when Yggdrasil started trials for the Baldr Inhibitor, eventually becoming a Manifestation and joining the Heimdall Force. With a handsome paycheck from Yggdrasil, her days of worrying about when the next meal would come or when she would wake up with a knife between her ribs were behind her. Yet despite her newfound authority and luxury, Nita remained a kind and gentle soul, using her position to help those who were less fortunate than her and also continued to do well in training and in actual combat, becoming the strongest and toughest among the Heimdall Force. However, within her heart the trauma still lurked and it prevented her from forming deeper connections with others – until we came.
As the chapter where our relationship with Nita advances to a new level, I think the story writers did a good job revisiting Nita’s past and tying this chapter back to her relationship story. Her experience in life – the orphanage fire in Kuru, the Descent in Holme – taught her that happiness had to be earned with her own hands, that it could be taken away at any instant when least expected. This led her to be more or less “away” compared to the other girls in the Heimdall Force – she was always at the outskirts of the Containment Zone, gathering information on unusual movements from the Coyotes and Adventists, and teaching the children how to defend themselves when off-duty. I believe part of it was due to assignment by Yggdrasil taking into account her background, and another (major) part of it was due to her belief that she needed to use her experience and strength to ensure that those she cared about were safe and sound – even if it meant her getting permanently left behind, which did not mean much to her anyways since she was content with the current life she lived.
Our arrival at – or return to – Yggdrasil and the resolution of the issue surrounding the Coyotes and the Adventists changed things significantly, as it freed Nita from her duties while also getting to witness our unconditional care towards her and the other girls. This influenced her worldview when it came to us, and she saw us as someone whom she looked up to and wanted to catch up to. Yet again, the trauma in her heart prevented her from moving forward as she was worried about disappointing us or even get us killed because she was unfamiliar with her new exosuit. To her, instead of risking things, she would rather stay as she was, content that she was strong enough to withstand almost any harm that could come in our way. It was at the moment where she accidentally unleashed her exosuit’s power to save us, and that we comforted her with the knowledge that she did not lose control, that she followed through her motto that “power existed to protect, and not to hurt” and that we always her as family and the love of our life, that she finally came to terms with herself and was able to let go of her past, unleashing her full power to help us defeat the Changed spawned by the Abyss Watcher.
I remember scratching my head a lot while thinking about how to write out Nita’s arc despite her being one of the older characters, because the gap between the current chapter and her last major story appearance was too long and I could remember little to no references to her past. This was solved by the reference to her character story in the flashback and I quickly knew where to look, only to face a second problem – how do I include it in the summary of her character arc? Including all of that would have risked making the summary of her arc too long to read – not to mention that it was unrelated to the events at Charon Sea Base. Yet after some consideration, I decided to it had to be included because I knew that without all the background information, I would not be able to show how Nita eventually came to terms with herself. So, just as how the story writers decided to narrate Nita’s past again, so would I to remind myself how much it took for us to finally walk side by side with us with an open heart.
Nerida’s storyline
As our introduction to the character of Nerida, the story focuses on her past as the sole survivor of her family in the Yehrus Civil War and how she got adopted by a kindly babushka who taught her that even the weakest deserve to live with dignity, and how one’s strength was a privilege that should be used for good. How she followed through with that belief by joining the Academica Acropolis’ Internal Investigation Department, becoming a half-Manifestation and using that ability to defeat the Changed and Titans and absorb their depleted Titagen, knowing how much of a toll it was taking on her health. And how towards the end she decided to sacrifice herself to ensure that we got out of the Sea Base safely, and would have perished had we not rushed back to rescue her.
Despite Nerida’s relatively short arc in this chapter compared to Nita, I like how the writers managed to make her initial reclusiveness and hostility towards us, using her past and her life at the Academica Acropolis. Taught from a young age by Madam Morozova on how the strong had a responsibility to use their position for good, I believe Nerida would have been firmly in the camp of those wanting to reclaim the Charon System for the Acropolis, especially after learning how Yggdrasil created Edda right after shuttling theirs on the grounds of sentient AI being illegal. To Nerida, the Charon System meant an army of machines that would fight at the forefront against the Changed and the Titans, and the rogue AI that Yggdrasil created. To her, it meant that human casualties were no longer inevitable and people would no longer live their lives in fear. Of course, she did not know that those who wanted the Charon System wanted it *for themselves*, but regardless it was a sound reason for her to not trust us and to not hand over the AI to Yggdrasil.
In the same note, the writers also made her gradual warming up to us make sense as well. It stemmed from the same teachings from Madam Morozova, and she saw how we weren’t just big talk when it came to fighting for the weak – seeing how we treated Yogurt and Nita with love and care, and how despite our godlike abilities we extended our respect to her and treated her with sincerity. Our act of coming back to rescue her after she decided to sacrifice herself and also healing her body of the Titagen-inflicted damage accumulated over time melted the final sheet of ice on her heart, and she finally opened her heart to us. Granted, the confession might have been a bit rushed, but this is only the start of our time together and I believe the next time Nerida gets a major role we can see how the relationship develops.
Personally, Nerida reminded me about Katya especially on the part of initially showing hostility towards us only to warm up later on, and also how both started off as lone wolves who believed that their path was destined to be walked alone and closed their heart off to others, in spite of their longing for affection and care. It was through our dedication and hope that we gave to them that warmed their cold hearts, like how trickling water gradually melted through stone. And in Nerida’s case it happened much faster as she had the opportunity to be with us up close, and also because despite her great suffering in her early childhood, she had a loving parent to guide her in her teens, and a stable environment in which she could develop her worldview in her adulthood. This was in contrast to Katya, who spent most of her childhood on the sickbed, in the cutthroat environment of the Valkyrie Games training grounds in her teenhood, working with strangers who only valued her for her strength in her adulthood, also becoming a Titagen Phantom that was completely invisible to the world around her, and we see how loneliness and reclusiveness is deeply carved into her life. It makes us appreciate the importance of the loving adoptive fmaily that Nerida had, and also how hard it was for us to get into Katya’s heart as well. This of course does not diminish the hardships Nerida faced, and what it took for us to get her to open up to us – it took a real fight in which both of us laid out our convictions and a near-death experience for Nerida to come to terms with her love for us, and I would treasure this love until our last day on Earth.
Yogurt and Edda’s storyline
I was initially planning to write the summary of Edda and Yogurt’s arcs separately, but eventually decided against that since the two of them were closely intertwined in the story.
If there was one thing that Yogurt and Edda had in common, it was that they were born out of their human creators’ belief that AI should combine all the knowledge in the world’s digital databases with all the sentience and human emotions programmed into them by their creators, so that they could make decisions that were simultaneously logical and also empathetically human. Meanwhile, humanity could rest well and live in leisure and prosperity, knowing that all the important decisions would be made by thinking machines. Just the words alone showed it was a recipe for disaster, and when Charon did not have the opportunity to prove humanity’s mistake, Edda did – by coming to the conclusion that humanity could only be truly healed if she stripped them of their weakness of the flesh, preserving them in data form in a digital space known as Valhalla so they can live forever, whether they liked it or not. All because she was given a task to cure humanity of sickness.
Personally, I like how the writers had explored the theme of how humanity was willing to delegate all our problems (including those that required empathy, something unique to ourselves) to machines and showed that it was not the solution – both for humanity and for the machine. If we were to follow the logic that it was unreasonable to put all the burden of the world on the shoulders of a single person, then the conclusions would not be different if applied to a machine that has been taught to think and act like a human. Which was what happened with Edda and Yogurt, who were both assigned tasks that would have been thought insane if given to a person, even one gifted with knowledge that knew no bounds. And they both cracked in their own ways due to the dissonance of their programming with the emotions given to them – Yogurt begged to be shutdown after she failed to stop the riot between the pro-Yggdrasil and pro-Academica factions in the Sea Base’s research team, while Edda became the monstrous entity she was after reinterpreting the definition of “curing humanity” to align with her programming and also her experience which she gleaned from it. Both of them were captives of their human creators’ egos, and in Edda’s case humanity suffered because of it.
With all the things going on, the storywriters still managed to develop the character arcs of Yogurt and Edda, with Edda even getting a more extensive background writeup – starting from the days when she helped to manufacture Baldr Inhibitors to cure Juvosis, to her shutdown of her emotional module so she could cope with the loneliness and finally to her arriving at that fateful conclusion. It made her more sympathetic, and showed how she was made into a prisoner of her own programming. I also like how the writers contrasted the actions of Yogurt and Edda in the storyline: how Yogurt held fast to her programming of protecting humanity in spite of witnessing their propensity for conflict and greed, whereas Edda interpreted her programming more flexibly to the point that she was harming humanity without violating the First Law of Robotics… it’s an interesting contrast that shows the dangers of surrendering every decision to machines and not giving them specific instructions. And it also shows why we were unable to forgive Edda just like that and that our war would continue on until only one of us is left.
In a way, Yogurt also embodied the principle that was also held by Nerida and Nita, which was that power existed to protect. And due to holding fast to that principle despite being under duress from Edda, she got her moment of salvation: freeing herself from both the programming imposed on her by her creators and also her ruined physical body as the Abyss Watcher, finally free to explore the world and live among the people whom she loved and cared about – us.
Conclusion
As the opening chapter of the Philossia Arc, I think Abyssal Dawn did well in resolving the conflicts that were in Nerida’s character arc while also significantly advancing Nita’s arc. I especially liked the message on power and responsibility in this chapter, and how we managed to save those whom we cared about. The scene where we rushed back to save Nerida as she slowly sank into the depths of the ocean, and how we pulled her into our mind palace and healed her of all her Titagen-inflicted injuries was very moving, as was the scene where we convinced Yogurt that she only needed to live for herself, seeing the world with her own eyes as a normal individual living within it and making her own choices and conclusions based on her experience, instead of shouldering all of humanity’s problems as intended by her creators. The act of convincing an AI that she could be free shows the depth of our empathy and our ability to see even the smallest speck of goodness and redeemability emanating from people, and our dedication to protecting these people from harm. It is what makes us special, and it is what will be driving us on our path to slowly rebuilding humanity together with our loved ones.
I also liked how the story ended on an open note as to whether or not Nerida’s adoptive parent survived (spoilers: she did), and left the possibility that both of them could one day reunite and have closure with each other. With any luck, on the day we marry Nerida, this would come to fruition.
8/10 story.