I missed my student health insurance waiver deadline, what do I do?
So this is my senior year and l've waived the student insurance every year, but this fall deadline I completely missed. I've been working a lot more and this semester of nursing school has me so paralyzed by everyday being work or clinical. I've also just been struggling mentally and small things that take 5-10 minutes end up feeling like I have all the time in the world when there's an exam coming up or I'm trying to stop ruminating on social interactions I have daily. I started seeing a therapist for the first time in my life because I'm really trying to motivate myself to stay on track with everything and l've been having really bad anxiety that has been getting of my ability to do things like just talking to people around me. Anyways the thing I never miss I ended up missing after telling myself "I have time, this is just more important" until it left my mind. I waited until the very end and then the deadline and my exam were on the same day and it just left my brain.
I'm honestly just really mad and disappointed in myself because I work super hard at my job to save money and I have Medicaid so a 3k charge right now would be devastating, even if I pay it through loans later on and become more financially stable in the future. But right now I just don't know what to do. I wish I had just waived it the minute the waiver opened but I didn't. I sent an email 2 days after the deadline closed just explaining my situation but I just don't know any next steps I could take but also how to not beat myself up even more about it because that's been the worst part of this whole thing.