u/Substantial-Bit3706

Never pressed for
Pussy even know
I’m overtly horny all
the time rather
than get paper cuts
on my fingers been
Counting money,
don’t say too much.
Don’t waste my time tell
Me your intentions pay
Attention to small details
Already see through you
like a x-ray. Hope you have
a good day. Been in the cut.
Wishing I had a bubble buddy.
Wanna see all the spit from your
mouth on my dick. Can’t lie i’m
In a rush right now. No, I cannot
stay for long. Pound that pussy
until you cry tears of joy. She’s talking about leaving it in already pulled out
and shot the kids on her face next round. She swallowed the future talking about it. Taste so sweet.
Guess revenge is sweet, know
I’m just a part of her revenge tour.
Don’t care for your attention. Never pressed about pussy, rather get paper cuts from the money my
Heart is jet black. Don’t worry about
me catching feelings. My feelings are
off. Don’t care about nothing but the money.

Don’t take these words
seriously. I’m just releasing
old thoughts to you these
Are my hurt letters notes full
of pain. I miss the pink
pills. I miss my old life. I miss
when everything was going
fast, then slowed down and became
all the way boring. My life isn’t the same. My thoughts are more pure.
These days, I know I’m hard to love.
I overthink everything. My mind is full
of pain. I stay to myself because I can’t hurt myself. People aren’t who they pretend to be. I can’t hurt myself. I hope you’re enjoying my old thoughts. Just a bunch of darkness now. The sky has cleared. See the sun shining. I’ve been smiling more. Living so lovely. Sometimes I go down memory lane and think of the women from my past. Yes, I’m sorry for being a horny man too many women, but not enough time for you. At least I’m honest. Waiting for real love, saving myself from heartache. I just left heartbreak valley.
On a whole different journey these days. Finally healed my wounds. Finally forgive myself. Finally off the pink pills. No more liquor. Might roll a blunt twice a day just to relax my mind. Too many thoughts are racing in my head. It gets overwhelming sometimes. I keep everything to myself. I just handle my business and mind my business.

We keep going through the same thing, baby. I’m a dog off the leash.
I’m no good for you. Yes, I am a good man, but I keep fumbling dimes, chasing quarters. It’s something about something new. I have a problem, baby. I’m no good for you. I’m poison. Save yourself. Don’t fall in love with me. I do want a wife, but right now, I’m too alive, having too much fun with all these different women. Baby, I’m no good for you. Only here for a fun time, not a long time. I’m not trying to go steady. I’m trying to give the best night of your life. Might slide through here and there, slam that pussy on my face like some ice. Tell me that pussy belongs to me tonight. She doesn’t belong to me. She’s for the world. Off topic again. Don’t bring your emotions. Been too numb. Time to feel again, baby. I’m no good for you. I’m selfish. Plus, I want my cake and eat it too. I’m no good, baby. I’m just an honest man. Won’t lie to you, telling you my intentions from the start. Don’t want to hear I played with your heart. I left before things got too deep in bed with another woman, not even thinking of you anymore. See you sneak dissing me on the Gram. Guess you’re mad I left you on seen. Don’t get too comfortable. You’re replacement already here. She’s way thicker. Told you I have a problem. She tattooed my name. Talking about a between us, but I’m already gone. I’m sorry.

Kissing in the rain
Your lips are so soft
Love when you bite my
Bottom lip pull you closer
To me hands all over your
Body know I’ve been thinking
Of you know it’s something
About you that drives me through
The firmament baby you sent me out
This solar system seeing things so different these days might retire my jersey it’s fun while it lasted I’m in love baby you got me so in love don’t see anyone but you miss your kisses it’s a beautiful day with you.

Skin 5

I miss your skin.
On my skin, skin.
On skin is my love.
Language gripping.
That ass slowly moving.
My fingers towards yours.
Pussy spreading them pretty.
Lips apart, miss your skin.
Can’t wait to taste you.
Again, I’m over here thinking.
About the taste of you, baby.
Don’t cover up my name from
Behind your ear, won’t tell no lies.
Give me your heart, promise the
World, give you the stars, tell me what
You want so I can give it to you.
I just want your skin against mine.
Don’t know what else to say, baby.
I miss your skin against mine, I need you close to me, hate looking at your side of the bed to see that you aren’t there, miss your skin, damn, I miss you, tired of these FaceTime calls, don’t wanna text anymore, come over and let me feel your skin, miss your skin against mine, hate when we’re apart, hate when you aren’t here, need to feel your skin against mine, your skin so soft, kiss you a million times, I miss you, baby, you’re my last nerves forever against the world, baby, I miss your skin against mine, baby, you just don’t know how it makes me feel not having you here, baby, I miss you so much.

Sucking that pussy
With ice until you’re
Twitching, got her shaking
At the end of my tongue pulling
My dick out, inserting myself
So deep in your pussy, your
Eyes are rolling back like I’m possessing
You hope you really bringing you’re Demons to the surface, hope you do. Everything you said in those messages, I’m a nasty nigga, no limits to how far I’ll go, sucking toes, putting my tongue in your ass, even put my thumb in there while I’m giving you back shots until you’re back cracks.
Know you never had the shit fucked outta you, feel your juices getting juicer and juicer, keep cuming for me, I’ll make you cum back to back, really wanna make you cum 16 times during round one, hitting spots that never been hit before, deep dicking your soul, I’ll make your soul glow, nobody had you smiling like this before, keep this between us, & I promise to rock your world every time my name isn’t Fred, but I’ll make your bed rock, we getting nasty tonight fucking you until the next morning, hope you don’t tap out on me if you want slow strokes, I’ll slow down for you, turn on some teddy P, turn off the lights, even know you’re too beautiful to be fucked in the dark, wanna look into those beautiful eyes while you take these strokes, tongue kissing, licking the side of your face, you taste so good to me, licking whipped cream off your body, put that rose on the highest mode while I’m stroking that pretty pussy, watching it spray all over the sheets, it’s a flash flood in the bedroom, damn you drained me of all my seamen tell me how good I taste to you before we go another round.
Fucking you like off a bunch of pink pills but sober stroking tonight giving you that real pressure making you lose your arch diving deeper in that pussy no running from me because I’m going to fuck you harder.

Deep stroking her
For hours the devil
Wears Prada, guess
We’re demons this
morning, 7 in the morning
The bed is still rocking, throwing
You around, deep stroking you
Hands going up and down your
Body, taste this nut dick still hard
Watch me go deeper, stroking until
Your body loses control, release them
Fluids all over the bed, got the bed looking like a tidal wave hit the sheets, keep on releasing them fluids, stroking deeper, we’re releasing demons this morning, releasing a bunch of stress this morning off
Our shoulders don’t say too much
Tell me how good it feels, don’t worry, we’re going rounds this morning, got a bunch of pinned-up frustration to release this morning, take this dick like a good girl, keep on bouncing, hold, let me take control, putting every damn inch inside of you, deep stroking you for hours, we’re releasing demons this morning.

All these bitches are the same.
Don’t get too attached; it’s just
Your turn; it’s on you on how long your time lasts. Don’t get too attached; love slowly; don’t rush because it’ll crash and burn out; don’t love unless you’re truly healed; don’t bring your pain to me; don’t bring your trust issues over here; I don’t want toxic traits; paying attention to every sign; don’t like red; any way too many red flags won’t get my heart involved; won’t break bread if the head bullshit needs that soul taking head.

Hope you’re proud of me.
I quit the pills, no more.
Busted nights, no more.
Being high in my mind.
Barely smoking these days.
Back in touch with myself.
Lost myself for a while, happy
to be back in my skin, sorry
for the waste of time, sorry for…
Wait, know you’ve been waiting for
me to clear my mind, know you told me I’m deeper when I’m sober, remember that girl thought I was taking gas station pills, baby, I was high off the perky pills, was so addicted to the pills, happy to say it’s finally over. Hope you’re proud of me, been a long journey, finally off the pills, no more liquor, just weed, nothing else really, hope you’re proud of me, let’s stay sober together.

Been in my bubble
Ain’t been letting anybody
Around me my pain too deep
Don’t want to ruin your heart
I’m full of pain hope you’re proud
Been four months since I took a perky my body feeling different ain’t
Drinking ain’t so horny even know I’m
Still fucking a bunch of bitches feeling all over her body you’re safe
Here gotta stop being this way with
Every woman I met my downfall is love don’t cover up my name from behind your ear know loving me isn’t easy but I understand if you leave I respect your decision won’t beg know I’ll cherish I’ll memories still won’t delete our videos know you miss me touching you seen watching my story you even said I miss you but you can’t be with me too many bitches want my attention and I give it to them sorry for always thinking with my dick remember that threesome killed both of y’all damn
Sorry I didn’t know that bitch was your home girl that was back in high school maybe I am meant to be alone don’t mind because someone always right here beside me damn my soul is connected to many people I need to disconnect from everyone needed get back in my bubble been going crazy it time for alone time delete all these numbers no more linking I’m disappearing like my last name Matthews without a trace never to be seen again back into my bubble see you later hope you’re proud of me no more perky pills.

Slow kisses while I’m stroking you.
Don’t like fucking fast, I’ll just fuck
you harder and deeper, putting every inch in. You don’t worry, I’m not coming anytime soon. My dick
is still hard, don’t worry, it isn’t
going down anytime soon. I’m so hard for you.
Been a while since I killed some
Pussy so you’re getting everything.
Leaving my mark, got her thinking about a future with me. Know the
Sex i have is meant for a girlfriend, not a sneaky link. Don’t bring your
girlfriend around me. She might get the shit fucked outta her. Don’t blame her for being interested in me. I’m a real man, baby, not a little boy giving you grown man strokes. Got her eyes rolling like the set. Take this dick
Baby taste your flesh and put it back in. Look at that ass bouncing in the mirror. Slow kisses while I kill that pussy. Don’t like fucking fast, I’ll fuck you harder and deeper every single inch inside of you. Look at me while I kill that pussy. It’s five in the morning, and you’re screaming to the top of your lungs.

Sex on the beach sounds so
good right now wanna
See your skin glow like the sand
when the moon reflects off of it?
Maybe I’m thinking too far ahead.
We just met yesterday. Now my tongue is on your skin, slow.
Kisses before I put this dick in you.
Need you to arch it all the way
up. Don’t collapse like the towers
She jacking my vibe talking about
I’m the one who should’ve known.
I would be the one to kill your
Pussy got both my hands around
your throat while I’m killing that pussy she loves. When I hold her hand when I’m killing that pussy, don’t you tap on me. Swear your body is such a work of art. Got her struck on stupid. This dick got her chasing me like I stole her mind. Sending photos of her in the mirror spreading that ass show that pretty pussy. Miss kissing that pretty pussy. Got her screaming out my name telling me that pussy belongs all to me. Got her in a pretzel thinking about the bench. Can’t lie sex on the bench sounds beautiful right now.

Stay away from me, baby.
I’m no good for you, stay
away from me, baby, only
Here a good time, not a
long time here to whip
that pussy belt to ass.
Grip the sheets, throw
it back on me, give me
your best performance.
Tell your group chat
how I gave the best
pounding, got her telling
me to leave it in, surprised somebody.
Daughter didn’t persuade me to
have children, really a good guy.
But I’m no good for you, can’t stop
cheating, love fucking different dimes, but it’s something about them quarters that get a nigga caught
up. Remember fucking grenades?
Now everything hourglass sharp.
So good, had trace her for physique.
With my tongue kissing her from lip to lip, toes in my mouth, I’m a nasty nigga, came here to tear that pussy up, don’t bring your feelings, just here for vibes and good sex, might leave, but I’m never too far away, I got commitment issues, I’m honest about it, really wanna fuck every beautiful woman in the world, really wanna the States and get me a Spanish ting, have me a little Hector supreme.
Or something, might never slow down, I don’t want love right now, my baby, stay away from me if you’re looking for love, only here for a good time.

More shots &
You’re revealing
Yourself to me
Telling your darkest
Secrets to me, knowing
It won’t get too far because
I’ll forget every word you
Said. Sorry, my mind is racing.
Left this planet a long time ago.
Sorry for not being so open, just
Listening to your problems. Asked
Me where I do see myself in five years. Hopefully not in the feds. Shake in my sleep from hearing dead men asking
Why haven’t prayed in years, but the man upstairs keeps blessing me. Thank you, Father. Made it further than expected. Watch me turn the page in my life. Welcome to my mind, blood leaking from this pen. This is my blood letter, hoping not to die too soon. They hate I haven’t released what’s on a hard drive. Some days I listen back just to hear the pain in my vocals. No need for auto-tune. I’m all the way turned in with myself, lost in translation. Hope you’re keeping up switching subjects like first and second period. Know I’m leaving after lunch. Hopped out there with a calm heart.
Almost ruined my mind with the drugs. Saw a close friend lose grip to reality. Sad to see him these days. My brother still prays. All my brothers’ time expires, and they come home and never go back in. We too fly to be behind metal bars. Know what it’s like to not have nothing, risking everything for a few dollars. Seen a few come up and disappear. We hustle to disappear, not to be seen. I don’t live through squares. I’m really on the water, hoping to see a mermaid or dolphin.
Sharking fucking all these dimes chasing quarters. I’m a tender lover, love all my bitches still in love with all my ex’s. It’s really a problem, but nothing I can’t handle. Control controlling everything in my life. Not worried about shit outta my control. Controlling what I can, not stressing forever. Young. My face still looks the same from middle school. Still the coolest dude in the class. Always played the background, never wanted the spotlight.

I wonder if your pussy is pretty as your face. I wonder if that pussy
tastes better than water.
Can I eat all the anxiety from
your pussy Really wanna eat
you until you cry tears of joy.
I want to crave the taste of you.
Slam that pussy on my face like a bag of ice. Wanna feel all your juices running down my face.
I want to put my tongue in your ass
and suck your toes in missionary.
Been thinking about you all day, my dick hard from that flashback got me hooked. To her nails deep in my flesh, look me in my eyes while I tear that pussy up. I’m a nasty nigga, really be slagging dick, got her feeling every inch deep, stroking that pussy. I want you to squirt all over the sheets. I want you to put your nails deep into my flesh. I don’t mind the pain; I just want to please you.

Save me 2

Save me, it’s getting
dark again depression
Has her arms wrapped
around me. I love the scent
of her, tired to run away
from you, but you always
seem to find me. Save me.
I’m drowning in
lakes of depression, tired
of swimming in this ocean.
My pain is deeper than the ocean.
Haven’t been the same since
that night. I still shake in my sleep.
I hear the perks calling out for me
Feel death around the corner.
Pray God forgives me for my
sins. I thought about getting
baptized again. Pray it washes all
my sins away. I’ve been hearing the
Devil in my head. Please pray for me.
My heart is too pure for all this mistreatment. I’m really at war with
myself. I don’t see anybody these days
Really live in my own world. I can’t allow you in. I won’t give you the ability to hurt me. I’m already in the dark, trying my hardest to find some light. Where is the land? I’ve been swimming for a long time. Someone save me already.

Trouble in paradise, guess.
The honeymoon phase is
over.
The real you is finally
being revealed to me.
Starting to see why
you were single for
so long. You crazy?
Like a Shepherd Pratt
patient can’t allow you
to ruin my peace moved
out your way, sorry your
ex played with your heart no
reason to destroy mine. My heart
is pure for the mistreatment the
honeymoon phase is over. Starting to see why you were single for so long. Not into looking through my phone, taking about sharing location like you, a nigga probation office or something. Just call my phone. I’ll always answer. You know I’m locked in like a dread trying to get me a million. Don’t know nothing else. Just a young nigga from the dirty bird city trying to get mine really out the way. Be wanting love, but I’m facing karma for breaking all them women’s hearts. Really wanna tell my side of the story. Couple bitches lying on my name. Crazy how we went from loving each other to hating each other. Know I’ll never hate you. Just disappointed in myself for ever giving you the chance to break my heart. Glad my heart already broken. I already know how things are going to play out. Just be letting things fade themselves out at this point had fun while it lasted the honeymoon phase is over I’m starting to see why you were single for so long had to get outta there.

Spread your cheeks apart. I want to hear your juices while I’m stroking you. I want to kiss you from lip to lip and suck your toes. I want to do everything to please you. Do whatever you desire. So horny that you don’t need to remove your underwear, just pull them to the
side and eat you through your underwear.
Really a nasty man when I’m free, spit in my mouth, promise to return the spit, choke me while you’re bouncing on this dick, don’t worry I’m really pressed with the pole bed wet like the ceiling leaking, scream my name, tell me how good it really feels, the mirror capturing every second between us, watch me tear this pussy up, who would’ve ever thought I’ll turn into Uncle Elroy, really a pussy pounder. Don’t gotta fuck her fast, just fuck her harder, deep in that pussy, feel me throbbing inside that pussy. My Hormone Monster is coming to the surface, eating that pussy like I haven’t eaten in days, baby, I’m starving, spit in your ass and slurp the spit from your ass, love kissing that pretty asshole, put my tongue in it, really treating you like a slut came for rounds, not seconds, not a minute, man, don’t even drink Minute Maid, licking, wiping cream off them pretty breasts, foreplay before round seven.

Happy hate you day, it’s
our anniversary, damn.
You broke my heart
Damn why did you break
my heart?
Happy I hate
you day forever is
never, fuck love
i hate you
for tearing my
heart up like
a bad report card.
Happy I hate you day.
It’s our anniversary, damn.
Why did you break my heart?
I didn’t deserve that pain.
You should’ve left me alone.
If you were unhappy, my heart
didn’t deserve that pain, damn.
Why did you break my heart? It left me
in ruins. I don’t want no more love.
Just bring the drugs. I told you that was my last relationship. I don’t want love. Just stay away from me, please. Don’t reach out. Don’t worry, you’re blocked from everything. I’m not thinking of you anymore. It’s a hole in my heart, bleeding slowly, hoping to heal. Happy I hate you day. It’s our anniversary.

Can I wrap both my hands around your neck while I pound you?
I need my dick eaten with extra spit.
Wanna watch your stomach cave
in like a Capri Sun. Wanna eat that
Pussy like I haven’t eaten in days.
Spit in my mouth while you ride this dick. My love language is giving you the best sex you ever experienced.
Tell me that pussy is mine tonight.
You belong to me here to beat that
Pussy out of the frame, don’t you dare.
Tap out on me, take this dick, baby.
Pour that pussy so wet you must.
Be a water sign because it’s flooding
in here looking me in my eyes while I pound that pussy. That’s a good girl now. Take this dick. Watching you take this dick is a wonderful sight. Watching that ass wiggle all
over the place has me so
hypnotized. Hold up, don’t
move. Don’t want to come
too fast, damn girl your
Pussy is so good, taste
even better. Got me
Hooked to that waterpark
she ride my face
like a roller coaster.
Don’t worry baby
Can breathe through
my ears.